my daily life ain't pathetic....

2009-05-27T10:47:00.000+08:00

hey peeps. I've change to a new blog. http://mylittlespacehere.wordpress.com/

2009-05-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, why do girls are bored to be sensitive? Are they all like that, or its just me?
Girl most fear part is losing someone she loves. I have lost 1 in my life and now I didn't want to lose another.

This entry is only for my baby.

Let's talk about me. I've lost someone I love deeply, which is my dad whom dearly loves me alot. Hence thinking, having a boyf could compensate what she has lost. My expectations of a boyf are quite simple. Just love me deeply and truthful.

These past 2 days, I have done something bad. I've made my boyf feels I don't trust him. Firstly I would like to say 'Baby I'm deeply sorry'. I have no idea whether my baby has forgive me.
I have lost trust from the beginning of my r/s, not with him but my first date.
I know I shouldn't treat everyone like that, not trusting them. I know I'm being unfair to my baby.

Baby, I'm deeply sorry about all these troubles. As I've said to you, you haven been pester me to change my attitude but I'm always the one. I've really thought over these that I've been really bad towards you. I don't know how sorry I'm really am.
I try my very best not to be so sensitive. I know u're very truthful to me, I know you wont do anything bad behind my back. I know, just that I don't know y I still keep reacting this way.

There's this sentences saying 'once a rubber band tie too tightly, it may break'. I totally understand. I know you have been tolerating me for long. I know I've been so ignorance and stubborn. But all I could say that I really love u alot. Alot more than I expected.
I know crying in front of you makes u feel so irritated/angry. But sometimes I can't help it.
I didn't know this can affect my emotions at work too. After our quarrel, I wasn't in right mind working. I've made many mistakes that day.(but not up to the extend in killing anyone.. YET.)

Thou sometimes I love bringing up the past which u hated alot. I'm sorry. I believe in you. I support u in any ways. I try my best to make you happy. Do my very best to let you smile. But seems that in the end, it turn out a disaster. All because of my bloody emotion.

I know, I believe you have clearly draw ur line well with ur past. I should think of that before everything starts. I'm just so afraid, unwillingly to lose anyone again. Not anymore. Esp with you. Esp I'm with you, the love grows so deep, that I can't stop it. I really don't know why. I tried to laid back but it seems not to be working.

I know you've change alot. I can see you have been trying your best and I still expect much from you.
I don't want us to be have cold war, don't want us to be further apart from each other after this incident.

All I can say is I'm sorry. I love u very much baby.

2009-05-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I do really wonder.
1. Why do people think they are always the family of the house but they are not at all?
2. Marriage is your future, parents love ur partner, is there really a need to listen to them and go ahead with the marriage? But you only got tgt for mths only?
3. When u don't like ur partner why still marry?
4. Sometimes this house isn't yours, why do u treat it like u own it? And treat everyone in the house like you subordinate?
5. Doing business, is there really a need to charge the person when he/she is your close one? Y being so stingy?

Isn't it bad that you do all these, and people may don't like you in the end?
Why your attitude so bad? You don't even smile/talk to us when u're at home.
Why do you have to act like you're the owner?

Anyway, lucky your partner is able to tolerate ur attitude. I'm really salute ur partner for being the nice person. Gave u a home, gave u love, a job. Treasure all these, if not i'm not sure what will your future be?

I'm happy that thou sometimes i maybe attention seeker, my baby do sometimes sayang me and tolerate my attitude. But i'm glad that I'm not as bad as someone i mention as above. Well, seriously, why do u have to be so evil? Maybe not that bad, jsut that you take everything beside you for granted.

(: I shall not talk abt this so much as it doesn't affect me that much. Not my business either.

Well let's talk about work. Today finally i got to work with my preceptor. (: Sunday afternoon is always the best. I loved it! hehe..
New MOs, not bad. Only some damn slow, but its okie cuz new.. (:
Lucky my favourite MO jerwin didn't go. HEHEH..
HEH. jasmine send me back after work. HEH... Lucky. If not i will be damn tired. Her car damn cute!! Too many "nightmare before xmas' dolls. hahaha..

I shall update soon. Baby's 21st coming up this thurs! hehe.. Love my darling!! Much much..

2009-04-30T23:39:00.002+08:00

Many things happen these 1 mth. HAHA.. Not even have the time to blog about it. Let's start from the beginning..

15th apr. Went gaga with my bitches over at dbl o! Had so much drinks and had so much fun. Finally we got united after so long. - well i mean clubbing. HEHE..
Went home with cher and had to think of working the nxt day. Damn sian.. (: Lucky I didn't had much of a hang over.. heh..

18th apr is the day! Finally this day come.. Like finally! I've waited 1 year for this. Guess what so special about this date? Yup! Is me and baby's 1 year anniversary. Well, we didn't had the time to celebrate. Packed home cereal prawns and eat at home tgt. Heh. But well, baby went fishing with his friend in the night and I slept early. For wad I can say, we didn't really celebrate much. (:

Work has been taking most of my time. Didn't went out that often. On the 25th, our pay like finally come and i plan to spend it wisely. Well, planning to, but u know, water just can't stop running.
Had my weekend off and spend my days with baby.
on the 25th it self, we went prawning together! hehe.. Like 1st time tgt. Went in the middle of the night, prawn for 3 hours, went home and sleep till afternoon! Shiokness..

As everyone may have heard the latest news about swine flu. For my hospital initially was yellow light. But today, it turn orange!
Let me tell u the colour difference.
Green: Singapore is safe from this disease, No suspected case.
Yellow: Had a few suspected cases hence prevent the thing from spreading.
Orange: Quite a number of pple got the disases and its spreading to different part of the place.
Red: Many more people get affected and needs to be very careful.
Black: Well we all pray it wont be this as black represents, 'end of the world' Meaning everywhere in this world is caught by this diseases.

Scary right. I was shocked when I saw long queue over at the main building, queueing up to go into the hospital. Taking temp, asking hx.

Just pray hard no one gets it or we will suffer. ):
So pls do take care.

2009-04-11T11:23:00.003+08:00

I have no idea what to blog about. My mum is filled with things to blog. But where should I start?
Owells, maybe I shall start with my orientation in NUH.

For the 1st day of the orientation, they wanted us to dress causal smarts with no jeans/shorts/slippers. Casual smart no jeans? I had to wear pants and my darn heels. Moreover, that day we need to play a game that requires us to walk the whole hospital to find answers + my heels walking.

2nd day we decided to wear dress, and finally I could wear flats. (:
oh, they serve us with tea breaks. Everytime we just look forward to the tea breaks! (: But when the time goes by, the tea breaks getting worst. Anyway, its free. What to expect. HEh..

Thurs was the last day of the orientation. All 5 of us went to IMM as my dear shu ping need to find her champagne cups for her 21st. Huimin's bf joined us too. Had lots of fun with shu ping due to candies. (:

Oh and i saw this vid in the bus. Its very meaningfun. I love the part when she say ' In the end, is these small things you rmb, lil imperfections, that made them perfect for you. '

Aww, isn't this meaningful?

I'm going to miss Shuping! (: hehehe.. I know weekend we off we go out right! hahaha...
Anyway, I have some things that keep in my heart for quite sometime that i can't take it any longer. No worries is not about my boy.

I shall see when the right time comes and I'll say out. (:

Next monday I'm officially working in EMD. I'm still feeling stressed out that I can't sleep at ease.
Pictures are up in FB, can take a look. The 5 of us got closer during this orientation. Huimin, me, shu ping, karen and xinrong!

We got our own lockers, like finally, and all of us went to buy stuffs needed in the locker. Seriously alot of things. From cups, chopsticks all the way to food! Can u see how scary we are! LOL..

Talking about locker! My locker is worst! The bottom and is the nearest to the door. People walk pass I have to let them go. yes meaning I'm blocking them to their locker!

2009-04-01T00:22:00.004+08:00

yellow peeps! Awww.. I'm going to miss my holidays, BADLY! I've been spending my time quite well, i guess. (: HAHA..

Owells, had ladies night on the 25th! All 6 of us! (: I'm just happy we had fun! Crazily rocking the dance floor!

scandalous. =X

Went over to baby's place last night.
its been quite sometime we had a serious talk. I missed him, just that he's too busy. work and farm, fish and work. He's too busy to realize what is wrong. But no worries, we're fine.
Just that things he's not looking out, he's not taking notice of, he's not knowing where is wrong.

Like i say, 3 words, care and concern. (:
i miss u baby, not physically but you. your inner you.
i love u very much still..

~~edit..~~
HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!
I got fooled by baby. well nice one. (:
Good timing thou. I thought it was what I've said that lead u to say that. Nice.. You got me. !!

2009-03-21T03:16:00.002+08:00

100種生活 - 盧廣仲

(: enjoy this song. Intro by baby. The more I listen to it, i feel very ease.. Listen to the gentle of the song, the guitar. Song is perfect for my life now.

Oh well, just came back from supper with karen and his bro. Freaking last min and let her younger bro laugh at both my specs and my hair. HAHA..
Spending 3 days at home watching taiwan series. 1stly is intro by henry's sister, watched 'Ming zhong zhu ding'. HAHA.. I know I'm damn slow! LOL..

Nice show, cried like mad.. Everyday watched till 4am. In 1 1/2 days finished 24 episodes. The next 1 1/2 days I watched 'Wu di shan bao mei'. Well, I tot both series is connected, but its only the 1st episodes. Nice show.. I cried like mad too, but not as nice as ming zhong zhu ding. HEH..

Everyday sit on the chair till my butt flat. HAHA..
Oh! After watching wudi shan bao mei, the female lead is very pretty! Her name is Amber Guo! Visited her blog, realise her photography very good. Love photography!!

http://amberkuo.pixnet.net/album

Talking about photography, I'm left with last lesson. Hopefully after, I can have my own DSLR. HOPEFULLY la! HAHA.. Not cheap..

Owells, counting down to 6 apr to become SN geraldine. Hai, do you think I can make it? I'll do my very best! Cheers!

2009-03-10T19:18:00.002+08:00

Had been thinking, staring out of the window. Looking at people taking a walk, jog and stroll. Some alone, some with dogs, some with their partner.

Wonder, how beautiful this world is?
Well, come to think of it, the world is beautiful or not, is you that made it beautiful.
Always hear people say how life sucks, how life bores them and how pathetic their lives is.

1stly, you always have a choice to make. Once that route made you unhappy, prevent it, or change it. Running away from it is just a coward attitude to do.

Once someone asked me, why do people work so hard?
Well, cause we need to eat.

Why are people wasting their lives because of stress? Isn't that pity? Wasting such life.
Why do people get married? Why do people get divorced?

So many whys run thru my mind.

Was in NUH ytd saw this businessman son talking very rudely to his mum. Saying about her sickness and stuff.
I was thinking, if it wasn't for your mum, you wont be in this world. She's sick and can't you just take a few hours accompany her to see a doc?

People tend to take for granted. Don't they feel guilty? Being sick and yet have to see your own son's face.
If the son is scolding about her for not seeing a doc till now, I've no rights to say. But the son scolded her saying taking up his time to accompany her to see a doctor.

Working as a nurse, know many patient's family background and that made me feel pity and angry with their own child. Child in law are worst! They don't even bother picking up their mother/ father in law.

See how selfish a person can get.

At least I'm happy how my life works for now. My mum is happily overseas, thou sick.

Ciao for now. going over to friends place! (: enough for life!

2009-03-06T00:36:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late posts guys! (:

Have been spending my holidays wisely thou, but I still don't feel enough of it! I want more! (:

Let's see. Last monday, met up with my darling azriah like FINALLY!! Went over to NUH for review, after that, vivo to meet her. Ate thai express, crap alot, camwhore and down to watch movie-Marley and Me. <-- thumbs up, the book is even better! I'm done with the book soon!
Went home, packed my stuffs and down to baby's place.
Oh did I tell u that my mum went overseas? But that doesn't mean I can stay over at baby's place la, even she's in town I still can stay over. (: Owells.

Next day, I think I stayed the whole day at his place. I can't remember. Oh whatever.
Wednesday had photography lessons. 1st lesson thou, jumped 2 lessons. HAHA.. Well, the longer you hold the camera, the tired ur hands are. (:
Went back and bought fishes for baby's tank, to test water.

At night, I kept complaining that I'm bored, asked him to walk walk with me. In the end, we went to fish shop, bought some stuffs. We had sudden craving to go party world. Went to safra party world. Just the 2 of us! HAHA.. Never sing tgt with him b4. LOL.. We were like crazy, standing on the chairs and sing. LOL, well, making ourselves comfortable thou.

Today wake up in the morning, had a call from my past manager. I got shocked when he called. Well, the news he told me is even shocking. He told me he just came out of prison, and need some cash to help him. I was like, er.. I'm the worst person to borrow money from, cuz I myself also can't help myself. I'm sorry man. Went back to bed thinking its such a waste, last time he WAS a manager, all he do was - go work late, eat restaurant food, stare at the com for the whole day and now? He's just out of prison. Seriously thinking, appreciate what you really have now, don't do things that will ruin your life.

Owells, after thinking I tried to sleep. 1 hr later, baby woke me up to wash up, going to farm. I can't wait to see his fries grow. (: haha..
Took 2 hrs over there, and I'm having terrible tummyache. Went to Qian Hu for toilet and GF. HEHE.. These GF are for testing AGAIN. But nia-mind, i also happy.. HAHA.. Getting to love ranchu! So cute!! HAHA..
Bought white and black. Went back home and set up the tank and fishes. So much hardwork, (of cuz I'm not the one doing) but baby love fishes.

Tml out with pheebs to CT and my photography lessons. (: Till then, take care of your health people, weather is killing these days. (:

2009-02-16T20:52:00.002+08:00

BUCKCHERRY-SORRY

Sorry - Buckcherry

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same

[Pre-Chorus:]
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

[Chorus:]
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:

This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah I'm sorry!

[Chorus]
I'm sorry baby, yeah , I'm sorry

NICE SONG.

2009-02-16T18:48:00.005+08:00

Vday was special. Had a hella of a night on vday eve.
Bday party over @ gotham for our beloved valerie. Hearts girl! (: I hope you love the present we gave u! (:

[well, she don't even remember cutting this cake!] HAHA..
Happy b'day val and marco! Both couple b'day 1 day apart. so cute! hahaha..

FB pictures up on gotham. Was pretty high and crazy..
Went back with ahboy, bathed and KO straight. HAHA..

Vday, woke up around afternoon. Keep pushing me to bathe. After I came out, delievery man came with a bouquet of rocher flowers. BLUE this time! *grins!

No wonder he keep asking me to bathe, but too bad, i came out fast b4 the man came.

This is hand made from him. 9 roses.
Well, my cam ain't good. hehe..

thanks dear for everything. Simple is enough. I'm happy. Love u always.

2009-02-15T13:55:00.008+08:00

Just came across my best friend's blog. Well, what she blogged, i truly agree with her. Friends with sec school has been more than 8 years? During this 3 years of my poly life, getting together with them is really rare.

I admit that I do have my own programs during this 3 years with both poly friends and my ahboy.
Sometimes I really do miss those times when we are in sec school. Everytime I sees sec school students, I always tell myself, how nice to be back as a student. The funs, the time we spent, the tears we shared, the secret we shared. I've never forget all these.

But ever since last year, I heard from my best friend that 'one' of them said something really mean things about me. Which totally made me very angry, thinking twice about this friendship. Well, you can say its been quite long ever since 'one' of them said it. But that really hurts me.

I'm not here to blog and have some argument with anyone.

I just want to say to you az: You're seriously always inside me. Just that I always have that boundary. Well, that incident you've told me, I've not really forget it. I just can't easily forget that one sentence said by that 'one' of them.

Well, if u have any problems, pls PM in msn. Do not write anything in cbox.
Thanks.

[Ps: I'm refering to my sec school friends, not any others. Thanks.]

This really lead to a serious misunderstanding. Let's talk.

2009-02-10T18:47:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry baby.
I've made this r/s worst. Without you, this r/s of ours is nothing.
I'm just like the devil, u're the angel.

All I can say is I'm sorry baby.
I always love you. <3

bottom of my heart.

2009-02-09T17:07:00.002+08:00

Walked home, listening to my mp3, thinking of my life with baby. Its been 10 mths and thought 'what I've done to baby. Have I give enough for this r/s?'

For so long, I've not given baby anything. Just made some pathetic cupcakes for him, and realise he don't like sweet stuff. That time was last year b'day.

Ever since, I've not give him anything. Am I doing a good job as a girlfriend? All I know is finding some stuff to fight with him, quarrel with him. I've already lessen my 'thinking-too-much' thoughts.

I didn't give baby gifts, cause I totally don't know what he wants. Cause baby don't tell me what he wants, as he knows I sure buy for him. Is it I don't know him well?

How?! Vday is here, and I got nothing for him. Our 1st year anniversary also coming, he's 21st b'day also coming? OMG. At this time I'm already broke due to that 1 day outing.

Baby, after so long, my love for u is still deep. I love you. <3

2009-02-09T00:33:00.002+08:00

Oh my oh my. I did spend my weekends real well!
Went out on thurs to chinatown, bugis, bencoolen, suntec.
I'm quite lazy to blog right now.

U can go to http://nursestory-karen.blogspot.com to view for more info! HAHA!!

Pictures more in FB..

I spent my weekend with baby. Went over on saturday afternoon. I slacked the whole afternoon and bus-ed down to baby's place. (:

Spent the night, woke up early in the morning to go his farm. 1st time going, feeling very excited! *grins!
Also my 1st time sitting baby's lorry! HAHAHA.. B4 going up to the car he say 'the car very messy ah.' Once I opened the door, gave the shocked face, he said 'sorry ah empress, car in service, have to let u sit this kind of car.'

Pls la baby, its not wad kind of car i sit lor. I don't mind lorry at all! Actually it feels exciting! HAHA.. Went down to his farm see his bettas and he brought me to 'Qian Hu'. Seriously, rich guy. Big big farm! Walked the whole farm, was amazed by this pond where they put their arowana.
We saw this WHITE arowana.. So beeee-a-u-ti-ful!

We bought 2 terapins for his sister. I choose the cutest one! HEHE..
Went back home its around lunch time. Sister was excited with the terapins, so is 'baby' <-- I meant the dog.
She kept looking at what we were doing with the tanks. (:

After lunch, slept the whole afternoon till dinner at 921 and I'm home.

Tml having badminton session with karen! See her face again.. Sianz.. HAHA. no la! kidding la!
K la. tired already..
Adios.

2009-02-05T10:57:00.007+08:00

I would like to do 1 thing before I start my blog.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

K I'm done! HAHAHAHA.. I'm so happy that I've finally completed my 3 days replacement in EMD! Well, its quite sad that I have to leave the place. But I'm finally done with my student days! HAHA.. I really going to miss working with them, thou I'm coming back! HEHE..

Well, let's talk about last saturday!
SN yeecher's place
Met karen over at baby's house downstairs. Ate chicken cutlet! After that, trained down to city hall and meet BOOx2!
Went to gelare and ate waffle! Slack till times up, went to paya lebar and wait for shuping and Ah J.
Well, they were late, and 3 of us started playing some damn lame game! Sciossors paper stone, loser slap at the dorsom of ur hand. Well, playing with karen is a NO NO thing. I played with her, till my hand got bruised!

Anyway, once shuping and AhJ reached, cabbed down to YC's place. We were the 1st to arrive! Helped out in the fondue, and 4 of us start playing MJ!! HAHA.. Well, BOOx2 is the only winner! irritating!
After that our seniors start coming! Cam-whore abit! HAHA.. (:

But unfortunately, we had to leave early. Cuz BOOx2, me and karen had plans for dinner already.. We went over to katong to eat with one of our other friend. Played arcade at PP, walked around and BOO had to leave early. Parents came to fetch..
So 3 of us decided to drink at ECP. Well, I don't know y, i drank till i puke. Karen drank until asthma attack.. Freaking scary! So I went home with her, so scared anything will happen to her!

With our SSN Shuting! (:

With our seniors Irene, and Yeecher! Both standing at the most right.

See my red face! HAHA..

Okie, let's talk about tuesday! My 2nd day of work.
Work, JP thai express.
Well, worked morning shift with my 'dear' karen in the morning. Was freaking tired as I had only 4 hrs of slp. I can't rmb what I did that night. LOL.. sound so wrong.
Anyway, after work, we were so hungry, and we decided to eat thai express over at JP.

During work, while sending pt up to ward, I saw this darn cute eeyore! So I told karen about it. Surprisingly, she come back with the eeyore! I was like WTH! So I bought her back a tigger. Which she DONT LIKE it at all! ))))):

After work, accompany her to pharmacy to take her drugs, and cabbed down to JP. We chiong to thai express as we were freaking hungry! Camwhore b4 the food came!
Shopped ard, yada yada yada. And I bus-ed home. Was freaking tired that I overslept my stop! I woke up, I freaking shocked! Aiya, not the 1st time anyway! HAHA..

Now let's talk about Ytd's!
NUH, last day of work.
Well came to work happily, smile on my face, taking photo b4 roll call starts. HAHA.. Well, after roll call, my smile went down. Cause there will be changes! I was like.. HUH? I totally don't understand at all. Things are really getting more and more technology. Hai.. LOL.. Anyway, its my last day I should be happy..

I went round telling its my last day! HAHA.. I tried to take photos with them, but its toooooo busy already! HAHA.. B4 the crowd really starts coming, dear karen fractured her finger! AWWW.. OMG. Still dare to laugh at my pinky toe lor! Now her turn. Her pinky finger! HAHA..

Anyway sayang la hor!! Don't say i bad to u! HAHA..

Now I can't wait till 11pm. So that we can go and collect our car! HAHA.. had lots of plan ahead! (:

2009-02-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

CNY not over yet, but it seems quite dead to me for now.

Past few years back, I'm always hoping for CNY to come. I always love the crowd, the noise. Many people gambling, making so much noise, noise of the MJ tiles. Yg cousins running here and there, aunties gossiping.
Few years back, we always travel all the way to the east side to celebrate cny with relatives, eating steamboat tgt and gamble with our uncles. But this year, none.
Few years back, our house will be always full of red stuff, hampers, music of cny songs. But this year, none.

This year thou father side's relatives came over, but its so short period of time. Many sick, many work. CNY is more of celebrating and fun, but why am I not happy at all?
Thou this year spending time with dear and his family, why I'm still not happy at all?

Both of us were so busy at first, I thought during cny we will be more closer than ever. But why do I still find there's something blocking us again? Whenever I'm not happy, tell him, he still do the same mistake. Why sometimes he can't be more concern and caring at time and always being so st8. Yes, I know, we're so long afterall, but I always want someone to care for me. Not only st8 forward is care. But the use of words are also one of them.

I'm not being emo, just being unhappy at some things. K I'm down to bed as tml I need to work. 3 more days!

2009-01-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

Oh well, been spending my new year wisely. (:
Monday spend the whole morning at home, eating with fam at home. Around evening, cab down to dear's place. Preparing to go down to jason's place.
Pictures are all in FB i'm so lazy to upload. HEh.

Reached home around 3+. Feeling darn tired after bathing. K.O right after.

Tuesday, woke up by my bro's knocking on the door. I only slept like 6 hrs? Not enough!! Washed up and stuff, and lunch with relatives over @ my place. Mum woke up darn early to cook. Gamble, blackjack, in-between. --> really have heart attack when playing this.
I got an Ace and a King. The possibility of winning is damn high. So I took all, in the end double! Some of us kana this kind of shit, all in all, the pot went up to $200!

LOL, lucky i win back what I've earned in the beginning. Cannot be too greedy. (:
Everyone was like asking about dear! HAHA.. cuz sunday i didn't went to drink with them. Bro told them I had to dins with his fam. So everyone was asking why he didnt come. LOL..

Jem fetch me down to bishan, and I took cab down to dear's place again. (: LOL..
Wait for car, and drove down to Yc's place. Dear start gamble with them. 4 bosses invest tgt. Win alot for the 1st round. HAHA.. 'Sa Pi Sa Pi' LOL!!

We girls camwhore, eat and eat, and GHWT! I played till 1:30am and dear drove me home, as I need to work the next day. Sianned!! Hate it..

Today! Had to drag myself to work. Freaking tired. nearly slept during the surgery. LOL.. Lucky I'm only the AU nurse. HEHE..

Anyway, friday! its coming! HAHA.. let's scream babes! But sian thing is I need to replace another 3 days. NVM! LOL!

Piccas!

Jem's shock face! HAHA..
My handsome uncle and handsome cousin Ian.
My pretty aunty! HEHE.. She took care of me when I was lil!
My stylo milo cousin. Bryan!

2009-01-26T14:24:00.004+08:00

Happy chinese new year pple! Thou this year is not as happening as few years back for me, this time is slightly different. Well, spend reunion dinner with dear's family. So this is the 1st time eating reunion dinner with my other half. (:

Last friday, went shopping at queensway with 2 of my colleugues, Karen and Boox2! I tell u, damn fun! 1stly, we shopped till damn hungry, we went to ikea and we ordered too much. Til the end, all of us have to stuff the food in our mouth. Finished eating, we walked all the way to achorpoint and we practically feel like puking.
Wanted to do our nails done, but all fully booked. ):
Camwhore outside, talked abt their shifts. LOL. I shall not work with boox2 too! (: Don't sad la! LOL..

Oh well, like i said, ytd had dins with dear's family, after that went back to his place. And soon we went to watch movie with his parents. LOL. His father damn gangster. Walked in st8 without tickets. HAHA.. And both of them, didn't want to silent their phone. HAHA.. Cute sia. Anyway, we watched 'Love matters'.

Freaking funny! 4.5 stars for that! 0.5 is for their last part. Abit draggy that made me quite bored. But overall its nice. I loved it.

I don't know y i looked happy. HAHA..
Karen Ang!
Boox2!! Constipated face! hahaha..
That's a new me! this cny! LOL.. Realise something different? HEH..

2009-01-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

Conversation with mum;
Me: eh mummy ah, time flies hor! Very fast me and henry going 1 year liao..
Mummy replied: Oh ya, that's when u're doing ur surgery right.
HAHA.. even mum knows..

Me thinking back, SHO SWEET! HEHE..
I miss those times.. HEHE..
I miss my darling boy! )): Have to wait till 25th eh? (\/)

2009-01-18T11:36:00.002+08:00

Thanks jasline for tagging me on this quiz. LOL.. well, I'm also bored la! HAHA..

1. what are you doing now, at this moment?
- Just woke up, typing this quiz. (:

2. when you last make out?
- HAHAHAHA.. I can't rmb..

3. are you attached to anyone?
- Yup! To my darling henry. (: My ah bui!

4. what you wish to buy or get now?
- WALLET! I needed that like soooo long..

5. what is your favourite underwear brands?
- HAHA.. No preference thou..

6. what is your favourite hang out pubs/clubs?
- dbl o, zouk?

7. what is the picture of your computer wallpaper now?
- Picture of my and baby in dbl o. HEH..

8. what is your fear?
- everything. (:

9. what is your strength?
- well, I don't know. I'm a nurse, so is that consider a strength? HEE..

10. which country do you want to go with your bf/gf?
- NIPON! HEHE..

tag: valerie, eve.Y, azriah. (: anyone!

2009-01-17T12:03:00.002+08:00

As everyone, ALMOST everyone knew that I had fractured my 'pinky' toe. HAHA.. Ya ya, laugh all you want! Karen ang kept laughing at me of being dumb and stupid. LOL.. Well, I admit that I'm abit dumb la. I'm always am.

Anyway, how I fractured my toe? Not by going clubbing got stepped by heels. But BY BED TROLLEY W PT on the bed! So imagine how heavy is that? More over it ran over my pinky toe. I don't know whom to blame. Me? or the porter who pushed the bed with me.

On the 14th I was injured. 15th I'm suppose to work PM, when I showed my toe to sister, she told me to see a doc. Well, after xray, i really did had a fractured. Lucky the bone is still in alignment. Just the bone that fractured. MC got for 7 days. But I only need 4 days. Many things need to be done. Hai.. Insurance fucked up, everything fucked up! Made me had to settle this and that! Can't take it. Had to change here and this.

Whatever it is. Hopefully everything is done. TCU on monday 1545hrs, and that's when I'm working until 4pm. See la! Everything clashed! Irritating. Hopefully MOT let me off for 15 mins. Hai...

Dont know la. Shall see how then.

OH! Finally baby bought me a bag online. Well, I requested it! HEHEH.. Finally that bag is back on stock. 9 months been together. Times seems so fast. This year, we didn't manage to spend alot of time with each other. Due to work. Now my leg is fractured, he still can't meet me cuz he's working. ):

2009-01-08T01:59:00.003+08:00

Hello! I'm back from busy busy working life. How sad. Pathetic eh? Oh well, learnt that its life. 'Working life' (:

HAHA. Anyway, previously was talking about EMD staffs and my nice friends. Went out with them on the 2nd of jan! With meng er, yiwoon, boox2 and josh. (:

We went to sing K, eat pasta de waruku. Super fun to go out with, had sooooo much fun. Well, I did. HAHA.

Anyway, this week will be my last 2nd week in EMD for PRCP. Next I'll be heading to OT. Hope I had fun as much as I do in EMD. I shall pray hard den. (: I'm going to miss all of them, but don't worry, i'll be back on 1st of april to be one of ur staffs! (:

Wait for me okie?

Went out with Joshua ytd. He's one of my closest guy friends in EMD, well, he's the only guy i'm close with for now. HAHA.. FYI he's not a nurse. (: He's another family helping us around in EMD. He's having the same surname as me!
Anyway, after work, went to town for brunch, as my stomach is freaking hungry! After that, went to shop around town, suntec and home. Tired already.
Talked alot about his past and mine too. Well, don't emo k bro! Sure find a sooooo much better one.

He told me he wants to be GAY! Well, I think he's already ONE! He's forever looking at guys! OMG.. Our taste of girls is soooo not the same. He say pretty I totally don't agree. Only guys den agree. HEH..

Anyway, I'm having my night soon! )): Pray hard no anything happen. (:

Pictures coming up!

A day out with josh and waffle. (:
I feel so hungry now!
Nice right! *drool!

3 pretty girls. Boox2, yiwoon and meng er. My best colleagues.. (:

2008-12-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

Its been really damn long since i've last blog. Like more than a mth? LOL. Guess i'm either too lazy to blog, or too bz with work.

Well, practically, my time is spend most of my time in NUH. (working) Duh... LOL. For this 7 weeks in EMD, its really fun working in there, rather than in ward. For my last 3 years of attachment in ward, I've always go to work, dragging myself to work. But ever since in EMD, i don't have to drag myself to work. I'm 'looking forward' to it. Well, maybe is my working environment makes me feel this way.

Friends, SN and ard are so much fun. Though in EMD is so much stressful than in ward, i feel so much fun working in there. Friends in EMD alway makes my day more worthwhile. At the end of the day, I'll be smiling my way thru. Saying goodbyes, and see u tml again. I don't have anymore feeling of 'Ahhh-siannn' feeling. If u know what i'm trying to say.

Well, just treat it as, everyday working dragging urself to work is so much miserable. But i'm no more having this feeling.

Know so much friends in EMD, closer with SN, having fun, laughter while working. I'm so much happier that we're closer with our MOs. At least they are not so rude, stuck-up attitude a/w black face. Totally no! LOL..

I'm happy to say that I'll be back in EMD after i grad. Tiring is one thing.
I've been so bz that I hardly see my darling. He's starting to work part time too. So that narrow down our meeting up. We didn't spend xmas tgt, cuz he's working and i'm working too. Tat sounds pathetic but well i'm okie with it. We did wish each other, and i'm fine with it.

Time really flies and we're already 8 mths old. I can't wait till our 1 year. I'll be damn honoured to spend my 1st 1 year with the one I love the most. I hope he do too! (:

Going out with my colleague is even more fun. Her name is xinrong, I call her Boox2! lOL.. cuz of her surname. Both of us seriously love eating, once go out, we will tend to eat eat and eat! LOL..
Know some of the SN that we went out. 1st outing went to JP to have a dinner and spend there almost like 4 hrs talking and slacking. Till the waitress couldn't stand us. (could see from their faces) Oh my, we were like talking non-stop about work and stuff.

Now awaiting for the nxt outing which is going to K! With Boox2, yiwoon, menger and hopefully more pple! LOL. Recruiting more pple who loves singing! HAHA..

K la, i'm damn tired now. Going to slp soon. So I shall say I'll blog my nxt happening thing? (:
See u soon guys! Loves!

2008-11-24T20:34:00.002+08:00

Hey hey, finally I'm able to settle down in my blog, blogging about something after 2 weeks in EMD.

Tiring I must say. Freaking tired! Off day Ytd, hence went over to baby hse on the sat night! Missing him so much after few days? Owells, work life is equals to no social life. Still, life goes on...

After so long, baby and I finally had a serious talk. No worries, its nothing. Just that sometimes we will have once in a few times serious talk about each other. So that we can change to the better and open up to each other.
Its been 7 mths since we got together. Still reminiscing 7 mths ago how wonderful and cute it was when we are just starting out. HEH! *blushes*

HA, and ytd I realise he love to say 'what happen again this timeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.' :D HAHAHAHA.... I just love to irritate him and see his expression when he said this. Muahahaha..

K la, enough said. 2 days off, after monday blues! AM was okie, but PM was hectic! When it was passing over time, the crowd start coming in! Lucky!!! I'm in AM shift. But still I'm tired, handling P2 area.

But unfortunate thing was I'm not able to attend baby's bro wedding. )):
Can't see baby handsome look [according to him, he say he will look damn handsome] Don't know how real. HAHA.. But sian la! Was working PM that day and somemore in CE[children emergency]

Anyway, just hope that I'll pass my prcp! Finish up my check list. And now is time for me to think. EMD or OT. Think higher chance I'll go is EMD. ((:

2008-11-17T19:14:00.002+08:00

1 week has passed during PRCP. I'm left with 11 weeks!
I'm posted to 10 weeks in EMD, 2 weeks in OT. So see! I'm left with 9 weeks in EMD! sian! Need to fill up the whole booklet of checklist! KNS!

Anyway, today suppose to be induction programme, but sister didn't really focus on us and talk abt the checklist. Den go to seperate dept. Bz bz bz day!!! Monday is forever bz!! Hate it! All chao keng pple come and take mc! Idiot.

Met this freaking irritating aunty, super irritating sia! Cry and scream! Always wan us to go in her way! Irritating.. scolded her.. not only me la.. LOL.. well, we don't anyhow scold pple, don't get the wrong idea. Just that she's being freaking unreasonable. HAHA..

(: Spent my weekend over @ baby's place. Played GHWT!! HAHA.. i pro hor!! Well, at the easy mode for now. hehehe.. At least i played better than last time. Played with cher, wb and willie. HEHE.

K I'm done! Shall blog soon!

2008-11-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

Its been ages since I've last blogged, again..

Well, as alot of my friends know that I've start my last attachment. PRCP!! Was posted to NUH A&E. Well, not really happy abt it, maybe cause i'm afraid that I might meet death, and soon will get use to death. And soon, become what they always say nurses as 'cold-blooded'. Its all because of our job and we'll use to seeing deaths, can't be blame.

I'm so afraid that I might get emotion when pt dies in front of me. Well, I got emotion once. I'll try to overcome it. A&E is very challenging, have to be fast, and think fast. Hope it will stimulate my brain cells, as my dear friends always say my brain is slow, or dead.. LOL..

But, today is the 3rd day of my PRCP, not in A&E but in lecture doing our training. Or so call knowing their system. OMG, its like from 830 all the way to 530pm!! Only have 1 1/2 hrs of break! Sitting on that chair really can make me slp.. I did try to slp awhile. HEhe..

This time we have shifts during PRCP, and I have to work on weekends this time. But have 2 days off per week.. Cool! HEHE.. Just pray hard I can at least see my darling.. If not he become naughty how? HAHA..

I'm so tired everyday right after work. Shall take a nap for now! hehehe..

2008-11-04T02:29:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm back guys!

Well, days has been goodieeee for me!! Cause spend most of my time with baby! LOL. PRCP days are nearing and its going to be soooo sian for me! Monday till nxt year CNY! Imagine I'm going to be freaking busy and no more outings, no more frequent seeing of baby and that made me feel so sian!

Just came back from class chalet, thou I didn't stay over but I'm already missing them! Hai, miss all those funs, laughter esp in tut class, clinical class. Miss my cliques. Missing having mac with them, in the library doing project. going out with them right after school. Hai, I want to go back to school again!

I shall get back to slp and shall blog about during my PRCP! If i have the time! (: hehe.. good luck to me, and to my friends having PRCP. Shall meet my friends in school. when? GRAD DAY!! I wan to see all 25 ah!! Promise!!

2008-10-24T15:57:00.003+08:00

I'm freaking BORED right now!!!! I want to go out!! I don't want to spend my hols staying home!!!! Well, came across this and I soooo want to do! Cause I'M FREAKING BORED!!!!

1. Do you have secrets?
Well, I have actually. HEHE..

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Ha, I'm already falling in love with someone younger. (:

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
I love school!!! I want to go back school!!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Alot of things man! Need a license, a car, everything! HAHAHAHA..

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Well that depends on who is it. Maybe will..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both. But loving someone is really a tiring job. All girls prefer being loved. Well, I still prefer both. HEE.

7. List five favorite movies.
1. House bunny
2. Wanted
3. Eagle eye
4. Exorcist
5. Emily rose.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wait.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
My 21st b'day! Just feeling happy. (:
Being with baby.

10. Do you have any regrets?
Of course.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Married, old woman. HAHA..

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Mum, bro, baby and all my friends. (:

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Well, I'm fine with both. It doesn't matter to me, as long as I'm happy and able to feed my stomach well I'm fine. (:
I don't ask much.

14. What is your favourite colour?
White.

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
I guess so, but I'm afraid that it will not turn out the way I want.
U know, I had phobia of being cheated and left alone.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I had this experience once, not long. In the end, I chose baby. Cause he's the only one who make me feel secure[at that time]HAHA.
I had alot of considerations and chose baby, i thought for very long and accepted to be with baby. Cause .. I don't know, I just love to be with him. (: At that time, I feel we might be long so I chose him.

I took very long time to accept cause I'm afraid that I'm left alone again, and get cheated. What makes me feel so confident that baby wont do that, cause he gave me that feeling he wont cheat me. HEHE..

17. What are the top five countries on your 'to-go' list?
New zealand.
Europe
Taiwan
Japan
Korea

18. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?For now, relationship. (:

Stressing OUT!

2008-10-24T01:43:00.003+08:00

I've been spending my time in yishun all the time. Partly cause my baby stays there and of course most of my friends too. Well, met up with baby all these days but today met up with the girls only. Partly 1: I'm bored at home, wanting to get out of the house, preventing my bro from asking me to buy his food AGAIN. 2: I'm freaking hungry. (:

Past few days, I had sudden craving of learning driving. Just that everytime baby drive me back, I feel heartache. Serious. I feel bad. So I want to learn driving! HEHE. I know, thou no car.. But! Well, fun la! HAHAHA. I know I'm a freaking noobie, but I'll try my very best!

Baby did ask 'What if I let you drive this car, you dare?' Half-heartedly I said no. No cuz its a merc, yes cause I'm so want to drive a car. HAHAHA.. But of cuz don't have la.. Siao. Don't wan to risk!

Now now, its been 2 weeks of hols and I'm left with another 2 more weeks. Die la! I'm so afraid that I'll get some bad preceptor to precept me la! What if I fail how?! *TOUCH WOOD!
But, A&E leh! I scared! Cause you know, I'm not fast enough, cause partly I don't know the place well. I don't know what to do. I only had 1 week of attachment there! Learn what sia! But now PRCP is 10 weeks! OMG. I've got loads to learn!

Now I have to start learning E-drugs. That's my weakess link! KNS. Adrenaline 1:1000 blah blah.. See! I only know adrenaline! OMG... I need my prac book asap!

I'm weak at my medications. But during my neuro ward, I've learn quite a bit, cause of the sister there la! Ask us to memo the whole trolley. Can die lor! But now, don't even know can rmb not!
As my BRAIN CELLS are DYING! hahahhahaa... I know i know! I'm stuuuupid... (:

I shall go back do some reading. I hope i have the mood!

GERALDINE!! GO STUDY E-DRUGS NOW!!

2008-10-23T16:03:00.003+08:00

HELLO THERE!!

Have I told you that I bought a new phone?! Well, I did, just never emphasize alot!
Well, let me introduce my 2nd baby. LG SECRET!!

Its freaking cool beans phone.. Cool bananas! HAHAA.. Well i just realise my phone can do something cool. I'm so into lomo for quite sometime, just that I didn't make an effort to go and learn. But with this phone, I can just do with nice touch of photography w/o handling any lomo cam. HAHA.. But jsut a simple lomo. Show u an example pic later.

Few weeks ago, I packed up my room and now its dust free! Asked mum about old cameras, thus she showed me my dad's old cam. To my surprise, I saw one that caught my eyes. Don't know you guys heard of this cam b4. It's called the Yashica Electro 35.

I went to research about this cam, is like a manual SLR? HAHA.. Its kinda complicated. I shall wait for the time when I'm freaking free, take a trip down to PP to ask abt this cam. HEhe.. Maybe shall ask this guy from perlyinc. I bought a holga cam from him once. He seems to know alot about cameras. HEHE..

Now come to my PRCP posting. I'M POSTED TO EMD!!!! OMG, I can faint any soon! A&E in NUH! Pls friends, if u have any prob NOT severe, pls dn't anyhow come to A&E. Eg. Flu! I'll smack your face! Pls go and see a GP, if serious they will refer u to hospital. (:

Shall tahan my 10 weeks inside! I want to learn something.. Hehe..

Show u what my phone just did after taking a normal macro shot of my old cam.

Is a fisheye kinda thing, but well, its call the spotlight. HAHA.. I still like fisheye. More precise. hehehe..

2008-10-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm back from 3 days not online! HEH!
Well, shall summarize what I've been doing these 3-4 days!
Friday-17oct, went over to cousin's house to stay overnight. Slept around 1230am and woke up at 430am the nxt day. KNS! Freaking early! Cuz I'm having some strange thing that made my body itch like fuck.

Saturday-18oct, woke up in the morning, make up, see make up artist do make up for both sisters. Dressed up, preparing ingredients for the brothers&groom for the gate crashing games.
730, groom&brothers arrived and we played the games we prepare for them! Muahahaha.. Had loads of fun! Freaking loads of fun! Played till everyone sweat like hell! I as a jiemei, had to follow her everywhere she go with my damn heels!

Went to her new condo apartment, down to her in-laws place, and back to her place. Man, tiring i must say! Anyway, until evening, had a buffet at her condo place. Man, its freaking beautiful!
I couldn't take my heels anymore and I went home 1st. Awaiting for baby to fetch me to his place.. HEHEH.. can't wait!

After fetching me, we went to chomp chomp with cher to meet up the rest. Seafood! But don't know wadssup with me, I don't have the appetite to eat at all.. Anyway, spending my night with baby, but! Once we reached home, i saw his new bed and went KO. I'm just too tired after every thing, wedding and running around.

Sunday-19oct. Watched house bunny with waBs, went home return car, went dinner with his parents [1st time] went back amk hub. played arcade and back to his place again. I KO-ed again. LOL..

Monday-20oct. Morning wake up, bathe and acc him and his family to grad their supplies, lunch, tried out his suit, home, buy hp, and send me back! (:

I love these 3 days! WOOOO!! HAHAHA!

Baby bought me prezzies from taiwan!! A watch and choco with boxes of my name! (:

2008-10-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hi all, sudden feeling of reading my past entries. Which made me laughing out loud in my room. HAHA..
I really do miss school right now. Attending lectures with friends, running after bus to school, running to lecture halls for class. Rushing here and there.
Laughing along the corridor. Eating in macs, koufu and stuff.

I miss my classmates already, thou we're having a chalet this coming oct. I miss u guys.. NR0618! We all must grad tgt! We must take picture tgt during our graduation day! OKay?!

Reading my past entries reminds me of my past. How silly I was, how funny I was.
All I can say now is, I appreciate everything in my life now. Esp my family. I love u guys.
& another thing was, My baby. Thou sometimes I may think you don't care about me, [thou now i still think so] but guess u're really trying your best. Sometimes I do feel, w/o me, you'll still go ahead with your life. Owells, wait till you come back and see how it goes. I still love u and miss you baby. <3

2008-10-15T15:35:00.001+08:00

I LOVE ALL OF YOU GIRLS!!! MUACK MUACK MUACK!!!!

2008-10-14T10:16:00.002+08:00

I really love these girls! [Irene & Val] Thanks for accompany me spent my actual b'day!!
Met up with them at yishun safra to have some tanning, but! My aunty visit me, at THE WRONG TIME! So no choice but to just tan.

When I was lying alone on the bench, for quite some time later, I opened up my eyes. OMG so many uncle sitting around me. I freaked out and just walk off to where irene and val is. They're swimming and slacking at 1 corner. So I went over and took a photo of them.. HAHA..

After swimming, went over to NP for some shopping. Bought a bigger cosmetic pouch, and a pink undies!! hahahaha..

Took a bus down to wb's place to eat CRAB!! muahahahahhaa... ate until all our mouth turn sausage! hehehe... I really had FUN walking from wanboon's place all the way to khatib!!
As usual, slack at base! hahaha..

Baby called me! He told me he bought something for me. Well, I don't knwo what is it! HAHA.. So itchy to know la!
He stayed up on the 12 oct to msg me on midnight! So touched! HEHEHE.. He had to slp at 9 plus, but he stayed up. AWWW....

HAHA.. I love you baby!
I love u, irene and val! u know i love u girls! HAHA.. (:

2008-10-12T22:24:00.007+08:00

First of all, I want to thanks everyone who came down to my party! I love you guys!!
Secondly, thanks for the presents you guys gave me! I love 'em all! Really. I loved it! (:

Its a crazy night during my party. Seriously happy. Its my first b'day party after my 21 years in this world.
Colour theme is green! Appreciate everyone who manage to wear green! Muahaha.. Those who can't wear green, its okie! I'm happy you're here is enough. (:

Friday night was girls night over @ cher's crib. Mj-drinking shots. Woo! I stoned again, as usual. HA. I seriously need to learn how to drink more.. HAHA.
Saturday was busy day. Really thanks irene, val, cher and carmen for helping me doing all these chores. Really appreciated. If it wasn't for them, I don't know how am I going to manage all these stuff to the pit.

Guest start coming around 7 to 7 plus. Entertain them with food, drinks. After everyone was present, I start cutting my cake! HEHE.. Took alot of photos.. (: hehe..

Anyway, pictures shall say everything yea?

Finally thanks everyone for coming. Thanks carmen & Val for bbq-ing the food, thanks irene for starting up the fire.. *applause.
Thanks nyp friends-angela, phoebe, fiona, xinghui, seri, jena, vic for coming all the way down to batok. HEHEH.. thanks for the present! Loved it! See u guys in chalet!

Thanks my 8 years of friendship-azriah, eve, winnie, jess and jennifer. Thanks for the present! HEHE.. (: Meet up soon guys!

Biggest thanks to waB, for coming down wearing green. HAHA.. I know its hard to get green top, especially you guys! Well, some of you didn't wear green, but IT'S OKIE! haha.. I'm happy that you guys came down! And of cuz, thanks for the present!!

To GGC, thanks girls for helping, thanks for always be there for me, thanks for understanding me, thanks for everything. Trying best to accompany me whenever I need you guys. Seriously thanks for everything. Really big thanks. I dont know how to express how thankful I am to u gers. (:

Lastly, thanks for the Goh's for coming down! I love u guys! Thou we are meeting up soon in CNY, but I'm happy that you guys came down! Thanks alot! (: Meet soon during CNY.

My last last words before I end this post!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! MUACK!!!! *BIG HUG*

Finally, last for my darling in taiwan. Thou you can't be here yesterday celebrating for me, but its okie. 5 more days and you're back! I can't wait for the time you're back! Hehehe.. Waiting for you to come back to celebrate both my b'day and our 6 month! I love you baby.. I miss you!

Okie.. I know, too much talking. Hehehe.. I shall end here! Love you guys once again! (:

2008-10-09T19:29:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people always think that I'm always angry with small things. Some more is over MSN. Pls la, u don't know am I really angry or wad don't fucking think that I'm angry can not?

Thou yes, I admit that I get angry of small things. But sometime seriously I'm not, so don't f***ing assume can! U know how irritating it is to hear pple asking me to stop being angry, or relax. I was like, angry wad, relax wad..

Super irritating u know. And stop thinking that I'm thinking too much. Cause sometimes I AM NOT! Do u know whats the meaning of clarifying?

When I'm tired, I just don't feel like talking, that doesn't mean that I'm angry or wad. So stop asking me to relax!

So benjamin quek. U know what I'm saying? This is not the 1st time I'm telling you. And I don't want to say it again. Esp to u, I nv angry over small things from you at all before la!

Anyway, happy moments now. Tml last day of attachment, having girls night. Sat, my day. And 8 more days till baby's back! (:

Happy happy! I wonder how is he now? I miss him. (:

Tembusu is such a boring place to be attached to. Dying there.. Rotting!! Arghh..

2008-10-07T18:23:00.005+08:00

Been spending my weekends with my girls again! (:
Its Faux night again! But this time w/o eve! Anyway, surprisingly, we girls just spend most of our time in paragon toilet. I don't know y, just that we are too lazy to walk, so we spend alot of time cam-whoring inside. (:
Is a night of town-khatib mac-dempsey-Labrador park.

Pics up! like finally!!

Girls in the car.. Guess what car? Look below.
BABY! ITS UR FAV!! CLS! Jealous right!!!! muahahahaha..
Over @ Aaron's working place! (: Wine's up!
(:
Touch up time!

Faux night!
4 girls!

(:
I had a bad dream ytd! Super bad!
I dreamt that I married someone. And is henry. Well, its not a bad thing. But that dream gave me a feeling that is bad.
I remember that there's val and irene. They were suppose to make up for me, as in they are my 'jie mei'. But in the dream, they don't talk to me, and they don't see me at all. Like I'm not there. And worst thing is, henry face was so glumpy. As in there was a fight between us before that marriage. I don't know. It feels weird. HAHAHA.. stupid dream too. Marriage? OMG. I don't wan to get married that early. HEH..

2008-10-07T16:39:00.005+08:00

Well, some of my friends ask me to post my b'day wishlist. Its hard la!! HAHAHA..

1. LG secret! [That's the 1st thing i always wanted for now. (:]
2. Wallet. Kate spade? HAHA. I dn't know what kind. But as long as its nice on me and durable. I love white! LOL
3. Kate spade Tote bag.
4. Versace bright crystal.
5. More clothes! HAHAHHHA..
6. Handbags?
7. More shoes...... White shoes, and more heels! comfortable ones!!
8. Watches?
9. Kimono dress.

White is my fav!!!! Muahahha..
Actually I can't really think leh! well, if u wan my bra size. Its 36B. LOL
My shirt size is a M. Bottom is depend. Cuz my bottom freaking big. Hip size is 35. (:
PS: I'm freaking big size. So don't laugh at me la. I know I'm fat. HEHEHe..

2008-10-04T11:29:00.002+08:00

Hello I'm back with smiling face! Y? Cause I went to watch movie! Like FINALLY!! 'Eagle eye' is not a disappointing show, and yet, its freaking nice show! Should go catch it. (:

Ytd night after my writing my previous blog, I was so tired. So told cher that I'm going to nap a while. At that time, we still don't know what time we're watching. But still, I slept awhile. Around 8pm, she called and I said funny things. Show is 11.40pm. I said that I have to work on sat morning. Well, she laughed and I don't know what happen.

Anyway, cher and I met up at my place and took bus down to carmen's place! For? DINNER!! Muahaha.. Very simple dish and nice!! Porridge+peanut+'cai xin'+'cai po' egg. Nice nice! haaa..

Eve join us, and soon, wb, jason and the rest came to fetch us to amk! (: Movie movie!!

The day before baby called me! We talk for quite some time.. He knows that my phone is dead and he said 'okie lor. i come back buy phone for u.' I was so happy. Well, the nxt sentence he said 'I buy for u 8310 wan?' -.-

Miss him already. Well, always did. From now. 13 more days baby!!
Wanling!! 13 more days!!!!! Muahaha..

2008-10-03T17:51:00.002+08:00

Bad morning I must say. 1st, I didn't know I'm working with this SN. Well, this SN is very nice. Willingly to teach, but morning she will have stupid mood wan. Same as me la. Cause morning is always very bz.
Doctors round, making changes, updating changes. Blah blah blah. Very bz la.
1st time, i didn't listen to my general report. This SN keep asking me do this and that. Okie la, nvm. When I was not in my cubicle, helping my friend behind, I came back. She say. So u taking what case. So I say my case, and she said. Den y nv come listen to report. KNS, she ask me go behind help, den i come back say I nv listen.

That's 1 thing I'm quite pissed. NVM. So I read thru myself la. But also nothing much. Lucky. So doctors round come, changes updated. BUT! This junior SN who is under her, taking case too. She didn't know I'm taking this case and she didn't tell me a single thing. She freaking blur la can!

So I was busying doing small things. Helping here and there. Den still I go for break late, came back early. And know what. When I wan to write my report, HD ask for assistance. Okie lor. Help. Help until 1pm. My report haven write! KNS! Den passing report w/o my report written. So lucky my changes for that pt is nothing much. So i just pass and write at the same time.
Before that, nad told me she wrote all our case notes. Next thing, she tell me that the jr SN haven write mine. So i quickly wrote mine. And I write finish, I realise that she already write! I was like. wtf la! Make me kan chiong for wad sia. Den I freaking pissed.

Nxt, that idiot susan leong. come and irritate me when I'm writing report. I was like can don't come disturb me not. Den i read my report, i forgot to write something, I just 'tsk' abit, she come and scold me. WTF. she say 'u take 1 pt only 'tsk' here and there. nxt time u take 6 u die la.'

EH hello! I tsk is becuz of something, not becuz of what lor. KNS. Irritating asshole!
that jr SN hor. also nv come and tell me she wrote already. Some more halfway. Irritating.

NVM. Nxt thing. I was feeding med to this pt who is not mine at all. Den when i go document the chart, her milk was not fed at all since morning. I was freaking shock la! I ask the student in charge, she come and tell me is suppose to be the AN doing it. I was like, hello. even so, u still have to check the charts wad. Wah, i angry until walk off. Freaking angry of those pple who don't know how to do their things! So many things accumulated tgt, make me wan to explode liao. Arghhh..

I'm really relieve that nad was with me at that time. if not ah, i really go crazy.. And ah! that AN always go missing wan leh.. wa lau way..

2008-10-02T16:57:00.001+08:00

Just 1 sentence of the day.

MY FREAKING HP SPOIL AT THIS TIME!! WTH!!!!

2008-09-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

These few days my mood seems to be quite bad. I don't know why. I just get pissed off very easily. Maybe there's too many things in my head.

Well, sometimes I would like to ask. Why some guys, woo-ing girls that period of time very nice to you, giving ur ways of everything. But once being your bf, they totally don't care about u anymore? Just left u aside there.

Disappointment you know. So whoever doing that to ur gf, pls think twice. What are you trying to convey? At 1st woo her, very nice. Do all those sweet stuff. Den now? Bo chap. KNS feeling you know. Think about it.

I'm so tired of attachment now. Guess the ward is so boring. Hate the lecturer, hate geron posting, hate neuro pts. Well, I'm tired of everything now. Just need a break. (:

2008-09-27T10:28:00.002+08:00

1st day baby is in taiwan.
Well, handle pretty well. Just feeling abit sian that's all. HAHA.. Maybe this time is testing my independence.
Went to work with a nice nice weather to sleep, had to drag myself out of the house. Lucky nad fetch me to work, if not I guess I'll be late for work. Anyway, I always hate afternoon shift, it's always so boring. Thou have to take case, its really nothing to do. Hai.. LOL..

After work, same old thing, nad fetch me back. But today, we sent yajing back too. While in the car, we saw that her tank is going empty. Its nearing 1 bar! We start to panic. 1st: our place there are highways, just have to go west coast area to find 1 petrol kiosk. But all girls in the car, we tend to go the wrong direction. Moreover is me giving the directions, and of cuz yajing. Well, 1st time we exit the wrong turn. So we make a 'U' turn and back. Lucky we found 1!! I was freaking relieve. Come to think, wad if ur car just gone like that. 2 girls have to push the car? ahahhaa..

After that, yajing walk back from the kiosk, and we trying ways to get out of the place and back to mine. 1 funny incident happen. or u can say dangerous. OMG, we were like laughing our asses off and I was like freaking scared. We could just lost our life like tat.
West coast got a turn around road. Meaning theres a round about. 1stly, we were concentrating which road to go Jurong. When she's concentrating, she didn't notice that we're at the opposite direction. As in driving at the wrong lane, we're driving at the opposite direction that cars might bang into us anytime. But once I realise we're at the opposite direction, i freaked and pray hard there's no car. OMG, lucky no car at all can!! If not i tell u, we gone case. *choy choy

Anyway, I reached home safely. *phew. Seriously scary. But fun! hahaha.. Think bf will scream at me once he read this. HAHA.. will say 'what fun, u siao ah...'

Wanted to go shopping today for my dress on cousin's wedding. But doubt it. Cause the girls just went club last night. So they sure wake up late. HEHE. Funny thing is irene msg me 'hey i don't know i can go club with u tml not. I wake up call u.' ??
I'm wondering, she club too much already is it? Wad club with me tml sia! hahaha.. Guess she type wrongly la. hehe..

Staring into space today. HEHE, wondering what's baby doing that's all. Well, I think I can cope well. Trying to keep myself busy lor. (: hehe..

Lastly, baby i'm waiting.. i love you..

2008-09-24T20:47:00.002+08:00

I'm back to blog since I'm kinda bored right now, thou I have to make my drug guide. But till the 6th drug, I'm already giving up.

Owells, I shall talk about my recent ward I'm attached to. All I can say is BAD 1st day. Sister sucks big time. Well, at 1st she sucks, but now my 3rd day there, its seems okie, for now. This is my 1st time taking up case, well, its nothing much, just assisting the patient, documentation, passing reports, f/u care. Talking about passing report, I don't know what is wrong with me, I tend to have incontinence once i need to pass report. I tend to keep going to the toilet, but no pee at all!! Guess I'm stressed. But well, its okie la. Just need more improvement.

Today my SN is very nice, v.pretty too. (: But too bad, she hates teaching. In the end, the other SN come teach us in the afternoon! HAHA. She's nice, willingly to teach and very precise. Well, now I know that you really do need to ask alot of qns, cuz they wont come spoon feed u since you're already yr 3. Expectations are very very high. They expect that you know everything.

My medication sucks big time. I hate ward cuz 1. need to have basic nursing care. 2. need to give medications. 3. Pass report. 4. Need to see pple black face. 5. facing relatives who ask alot of qns.
Well, I know that's wad nurse need to do. But I guess I will have to overcome that. Hopefully I'll be accepted in OT. If not, I'm back to ward.

Anyway, its been 3 days that nad send me home! OMG. So shiok! But too bad its only 1 week. LOL. I hate waiting for bus home, cuz its always alot of pple la! Arghhh.. So tired. den still need to wait. + no seat!

2 more days! Baby going to taiwan for NS stuff. He will be gone for 3 weeks! He wont be able to attend my b'day party. ): Even worst, celebrate my b'day. Hai.. No choice la.. Shall wait for him to come back. But once he's back, its on the 18th Oct which was also my cousin wedding and I need to be there. Sadded!! NVm la. By then I'm having my hols already! 1 mth baby!! Muahahahaha!!
I'll be missing my baby! Thou this week he didn't ask for meet up, but i think also best not to. Cause I'll miss him more. Help me!! HAHA..

I'll miss u baby. I love you. You better take good care of yourself okie? Remember what you promise me.. I'll be waiting. (:

2008-09-19T18:36:00.003+08:00

Its been quite sometimes since i've last blog right!
well, been bz with attachment, tiring and tiring. (:
Last week was in A&E. Pretty fun! Expected and some unexpected cases. In conclusion, its fun to work there thou many resus cases I've came across. Its sad, but well, guess I have to get use to it. Hopefully my last office will be the last. But I doubt so. People just come and go.

Anyway, this week is in OT which I loved the most and wanting to come back after my grad. Sisters there are very nice, very helpful. Always there for us when we needed them. That's what we students need the most.
Yesterday sister cindy was talking to us about how she feels about me. Well, she said something good about me but i feel its a bad thing. 1st she said that I'm a smart girl, always proactive in thing. I agree with that. But I feel, as what she said also. Not alot of people like smart girl as a student. [I'm not boasting here] In a ward, when SN sees a student with smart looks, they will have high expectations from them and think that 'aiyah, so clever already no need to teach' that kind. If u get what I mean.
2nd, she say i'm very proactive and keen in learning. Another thing is that I'm very open up. As in not humble kind. 1 thing she say is good, but the other thing she said that not all SN like this kind of people.

Well, I'm not very sure about that. To me, I'm keen to learn things, being active in what I do. I'm happy. I don't really have to think of what other people thinks. Lucky sister cindy likes the way I am. HAHA.. Cause I may have a higher chance to go in. *evil smile*

In nursing line, we call this 'pulling in'. Meaning, if u wan to come into this discipline, and sister likes u, she will write a report in and welcome u into this discipline. But of cuz ur skill must be good and other pple like it.

Just pray hard that during my prcp in OT. Other sister will like me. (: Ot is really my choice to go in. I hate ward, cuz i don't like talking to pt and their relatives. Cannot take it. I prefer communicating with instruments and surgeon..

During my OT posting, I've tried talking to surgeons, some really very very nice, but some are really damn nasty. Esp lady doctors. They are freaking impatient and wants u to scrub faster.
I've scrub for 1 case, and assist the doctor and of cuz my SN. I felt for the breast lumps and lymph nodes. Its freaking cool la! HAHA..

Talking about breast. People always say that breast contain fats right. I saw with my own eyes that how the fats look like. Its freaking alot! I tell u, even an A cup size has alot of fats in their breast. Its freaking disgusting. I mean, so much fats in ur body. esp ur breast! So A cup size, don't think is small. It contains alot of fats. That is enough for u. Don't need so big! HAHA. (:

Lastly, I'll be going m'sia again tml! (:

Things has been weird these days, and i FEEL that its different again. Talks are lesser, actions even lesser. I hope everything will be better. I still love you.

2008-09-03T23:23:00.006+08:00

Hey all its been quite sometimes since i've last blogged. Well, many many excited things! (:

29th Aug: Dempsey's 'Ben's & Jerry' , Zouk night with my girlfriends.
Was late to meet val and angela. Sorry sorry that I was late! (:
Met them at somerset and take a bus down to dempsey to meet irene and jason.
Ate apple crumble, take photos, and down to zouk!

We had 3 cameras but lil photos.

30th Aug: Night safari
Finally I met up with baby!! Drove down to night safari to meet irene, jason and linc. Surprisingly, there were sooo many people.. Paid for our tixs and start our journey.. We walked and walked everywhere.
Well, some places the guys love to prank us by leaving us walking infront by ourselves. Baby left me alone while I was looking at tiger.. ): HAHA..
But still I had fun, and I did spent time with baby yea! Seeing him makes me happy already.. Really.

1st Sept: Maggie mee, potato salad, my place, mj, hair session.
These explain everything that 5 girls + a dog can happen in the house. HAHA.. Its so fun to have so many people in my place. Finally get some noise in my place.
Sushi came over, and she's the entertainment for everyone! All of us took photo with her! hahaha.. I had alot of fun that day, i bet so did the girls yea?! Cher best ah. 1st time playing mj with $$.. *clap clap!

2nd Sept: Mj @ my place again.. But with my bro, cher hse staying over.
This time angela came to join us! Ytd she was not feeling well. Hence mj day with my bro. Irene won my bro! MUAHAHAHA... Good job! HAHA.. =X
After that, we went to cher's hse to stay over, they mj again, w/o cuz I'm watching horror movie!! hahahaha..
Drank malibu+sunkist. Red wine. Play games and I kept losing that made me drink until I puke a lil. Well, someone puke 1st. (: HA.
I really had fun again! spending my hols with them.

3rd Sept: Cher hse, pizza.
Woke up at 2+, drag all the way down. Brush teeth, bathe and pizza time! HA. Home ard 5+
Watch show until now. Talked to baby just now. HA.
Its been quite sometime since we last talk. HAHA.. Both bz. He bz with army stuff.

Nxt week I'm having my 5 weeks of attachment straight. Hai.. means I can't be meeting baby, any of this weeks, cuz I will be bz doing case study, taking up case and I have to revise my pharmoco. Hai.. Thinking of that gives me another headache! Pharmoco!! I hate it!

1st week of attachment will be at A&E! HAHAH.. I will treasure this 1 week working, I will work very hard in that dept. Cuz I love A&E..
Monday:8-4 Tuesday: 7-3 Wednesday: 7-3 Thursday: 1-9 Friday: 1-9

2nd week will be in the OT!! [Operating theatre]
I love this soooo much!! Only 1 week again. I will treasure like hell. Cause after grad, I hope to be in OT! 1 whole week timing is 8-4. How cool!

Nxt 3 weeks will be in geron ward. [elderly] These few weeks, I will be pushing myself to take case. Learn how to handle 1 pt at a time. Fully lookign after them. (: Well of cuz with the help of SN. Well, while during this time in geron, baby will be going to taiwan for his army things. I just pray hard he come back safely. Really. (:

Baby, I miss u already luhhh.. HAHA.. I love you too. (:

There's are many more over val's blog! hahaha.. Too many to upload!

2008-08-25T22:47:00.003+08:00

Worked 2 days over at philips canival sale was tiring. Thou is only 2 days, but it seems like I work like 1 week. Its like hell. Have to be there at 8am, carnival start at 9am. Before the carnival starts, pple are already outside waiting for the gate to open. OMG. Typical sporeans I must say.

I don't know what is going on with people buying irons. [I'm in charge of the iron section] It seems like this month, everyone's iron seems to be spoiling eh? So many people come and buy iron. LOL.

Anyway, work with irene and zh. They must have alot of fun working at demo section. Only get to eat and drink. HAHA.. But I always run to their side to 'eat snake'. LOL.

Have u realise that I took out my pw thing? Cause its so irritating. So i'm back to open to public. (:

These few days, there's this particular matter suddenly came into my mind. Well, this matter was told to me very long time ago. But I don't know why, it suddenly came across my head and make me super mad.. Again. Cause I can't help people talking about me this way. Heard it from my bestfriend.

1stly, you don't know my bf, don't jump to any conclusion about me being with him.
2ndly, don't assume that you know me very well. Yes we were friends, but after what I heard about you saying about me, i doubt u r anymore.

I love my bf. U say I'm with my bf cuz he's rich, and say that I go with him cause of his money!? Just fuck off. You don't know anything about my life now, u don't know my bf. Now, u tell me. Is there such friends talk about each other like that. U say I like guys cause of their money? Den y not u say i go seduce some millionaire son? Isn't that better? We didn't meet up for so long, and this is what I heard. Like WTF right.
I love my bf more than anything,cause of his character and everything, not his money. Don't know anything, don't assume, get ur facts right 1st before saying.
U mind ur own business 1st before stepping and talk about mine. Well, I was shock that you talked about me that way. Now i know how u think about me. Oh well then.

Whoever reading, I'm only referring to 1 person. Just want to tell u. If u don't know anything. Don't think that you know me. I've said it very clear and u know who u r.
Assuming stuffs is not a good thing, get ur facts right. Cause I've learnt my lesson of assuming. So don't assume.

To my bestfriend azriah, I miss u so much. Pls faster finish ur exams.

2008-08-22T23:34:00.003+08:00

Hey yo! Finally I'm done with my exams! Like no more taking out of books and study!!! Muahahhaa.... *cloud nine! (: OKie, this will be quite a long post. Be prepare!

Anyway, ytd was my last paper. Well, just hope results out and I don't have to take supp! Pls let me pass and I'm happy! I want to grad with my other 24 classmates.

Right after our paper, had a movie with phoebe, watched 'Murder of the Inugami clan'. Its suppose to me thriller, but it turn out to be a comedy. I mean, the way the act is super funny. Their reaction, their blood [its super obvious that is RED PAINT!] Whole cinema is laughing their ass off! I was disappointed thou. Cause from what I know about Kindaichi's show, its suppose to be mystery thriller show. But this. I laugh like hell. FYI kindaichi in this show is not the 'young' kindaichi. Think this time is he's grandfather [the well-known detective] But this show, he's such a joker, and freaking dirty. If you watch it, u'll know what I mean.

After which, both of us went down to forum to find seri, jena and juli. They were singing at some ulu place. Take us quite sometime to find that place. Anyway, after that we went for some shesha. Had alot of fun during that time. Had some games and luqman brought his 'ahem ahem'. HAHAA.. Seri with her pole dance, jena with that plastic head! LOL.. well. Gonna miss them alot!
NR0618! Faster have some activities luhhhhh... I only got 2 weeks hols ahhhh... Don't say I always not freeeeee....

Stayed over at baby's place. And today is the day he's always waiting for! IPHONE 3G WHITE baby!! Wooooo... He reserved it for very very long timmeeeee... Finally he got it! Queue was very long, and I couldn't wait with him. Cause only reserved person able to queue, hence I was waiting for him at the exit with pple coming out holding iphones!! I was sitting there like some retard, till 2 guards come talking to me. [they see me so ke lian wait alone and come talk to me.] HAHA..
One even tell me 'Happy waiting' Damn it. Think I waited like about an hour? Owells, finally see him coming out holding his NEW iPhone white! OMG... I was like dying to hold it! HAHA.. Initially I was thinking, should I get Omnia. But now, should I get an iPhone? Or Omnia? Reading the reviews. Omnia still beat iPhone. Thou 1 is 3G the other is not. Well, I wont use 3G. (:
Argh. But still, I have to wait to earn money before buying all these.

Thinking of earning money, leads me think of working. Am I ready to work? But I'm already missing school despite exams, practical test and other stuffs. Work is even worst man. Thou I'm yearning to earn some cash, but still, work is controlling my social life. Attachments are already a chore. What's more work. Argh..
Thinking about that this afternoon. How long will I be a nurse? Should I cont to further my studies? Thou I confirm want to take an advance dip, but what about degree? Can I still cope with these exams? Like start all over again. But then, pay is so much difference. Am I cut out to be a NM? [Nurse manager]

Owells, I just concentrate on finishing my PRCP then think about all these yea?
Thinking in the car on my way back, during working, I wish to take up driving lisence, but no money to buy car. Hmm. How? HAHA.. So many things want to do.

Anyway, didn't catch fireworks today thou got tics. Damn it. Due to some retard pple. Pig asses.. (: haha. Nvm la.

So now. OMNIA VS IPHONE.

2008-08-15T01:05:00.004+08:00

So happy today! Well, forced baby to go flyer with me. Cause we have the privilege to go, why not go? Don't waste it yea!

Well, its a nice sight to see almost whole of spore. Now we know why they really need to take 1/2 hr to move. Cause its freaking slow. When we reached to the highest peak, its pretty scary.

Overall, nice view. Thanks baby, I know u didn't want. But see! U enjoyed it too right!! HAHA.. I hope so. Viewing the tracks of F1 from above, F1 stadium. Cool! HA. From above we were like looking at toy cars. HA. Looking whether are there any supercar! hehe..

Baby fetched me from school after my papers. [Suck big time. Esp the MCQ. SAQ was okie..]
Headed down to SIR building, and down to flyers! Pretty excited thou. HA.

Pictures to come. (:

Lastly, home sweet home! (:

2008-08-12T00:12:00.002+08:00

OMG.. I know its been agesssssssss since I blog!
So long I've not blogged, I don't know what to blog about! Owells, let's start saying about my poly friends.

Well, 7th Aug is my/our last day in school! Cam-whoring like nobody business.. Suppose to end school at 4pm, but lucky we pushed up to 10! (: Cam-whore with my beloved classmates and our 'mummy' NgThaiLee!
Hugging and more hugging then lead to tears. Aw, seri don't cry darling. We'll still see each other okie? I promise. Nxt jalan raya we go each other house yea! It made me teared while hugging my friends. Overall, we spend 3 yrs together, spending all the funs, nonsense and trying to keep ourselves stick to each other. Esp during ICAs right subgroup 3!

ICAs can really give us headache, esp our FYP. But, it bond us together. Not forgetting staying over at farhana hse, with many finger foods and maggie mee. OH! Still got unwelcome cat from her neighbour. AKA 'stealer'. HA, funny thing is farhana told me that this cat will grab something and ran back to her house. Nxt min, her owner will come back with their stuff. So cute!

Spending my 3 years with NR0618 is really a honoured to know them as my friends. Of cuz my clique. The 'berries'. Well, I don't know should we call the 'berries' or 'eggs'? We kept changing names, so I don't know what is our standard names. Hmm. LOL..

Knowing each other for that 3 years, make me feel that 3 years being together is never enough. Spending time in school is so not enough. Now come to think of it, I rather spend the time in school. Cause, we don't have school anymore! ):

Anyway, enough of being emo. Now, exams are coming. Group 18! Jiayou! I want to see 25 pple during grad day. [Telling myself that too. I praying hard I can pass too!]

Nxt stop. Happy b'day Singapore. Nice fireworks, black knights great job. No words can explain.

Spending time with baby, is of cuz never enough. Counting the time, baby is going off to taiwan ard 1 mth plus. Well, hope after my exams, we might have the time for each other. Cause no more ndp, no more exams! (:

I'll shall update more soon yea? Now, looking at the time, I should be slping but, I have to study!
Medical surgical is really killing me! Argh!!!
Anyway, adios.
I'm on hiatus. Will come back soon. Don't miss me! (:

2008-07-21T17:44:00.001+08:00

Well well well. 1 week didnt come and blog..
Nothing special thou. Just finish both my 1st skills and theory test. Theory test suck big time! So many tricky questions.

Skip that. This week pretty busy. Schedule was darn pack!
Fri 18th july is me and baby's 3rd mth. Like finally 100 day. (:
[Thou i dont know wad's 100th day for.]

Had to postpone our outing to sunday. Baby's busy. I'm busy. Both busy people. (:
Fri had to rush home to finish up my slides b4 sending to my friend by 6pm. After that, have to rush to carmen's house to put my clothes. [Sunday flea market at Khatib.]

Saturday went over to shaw tower to have our family makeover. Family photoshoot. (: Had alot of fun with both the photographer and the pose they requested.
Spend the almost half of my day there. Wyinson [our sales man] persuaded my mum to buy this package. Good deal. Talked for almost like 2 to 3 hrs?

The studio is call Foto Gallery. Nice place. Great environment. (: Nice people.
After, we went for dinner at bugis. Had ajisen.
Went down to zouk to find jason and irene, since they're nearby. Chat awhile and headed to MOS. (:
Free entry thanks to jason's friend. Very cool! Went up to VIP room. Music was great. Crazy people and i didn't went club for like 4 to 5 mths already! Had alot of fun.
Irene send me back home after visiting zouk again. Thanks girl. (:

Sunday was our outing. Baby was tired. So I went over to his place and we headed to causeway to eat Seoul Garden! Long time food. Watched dark knight. Long but nice. Pity lambo. Got smash like nobody business. ):

Went home.
Thou is simple. But I love it. Cause is just another day spending time with baby. Its always meeting baby for once a week. Sad enough. Well. both busy. Wad can I say?

Lastly my individual pic. (: OMG i look like I'm getting married right! OMG..

2008-07-14T18:07:00.002+08:00

Owells, finally I got my red sticker. Wait did I say FINALLY? No. I don't want red sticker I still wan green!! LOL.. Red means dead, means attachment, means grad! OMG! I don't want!!

Now grp 18 has been taking photos non stop. Well. Some of them. Candid photos.
Talking abt photos. I found jena's multiply! OMG.. I can faint! My yr 1 photos! U can see the great change in all of us since yr 1. All of us can scream!

I realise my weight has been changing. Well, i still prefer my year 2 time i guess. W/o the red hair pls! LOL@ jena! Shhh.. You put up that fugly photo!!

HA. Grp 18. I'm going to miss u! Less than 1 mth we're going to see each other in hospital! Well, as in working not in the bad way. Pls.. LOL.

shall have the last gathering before we work okie girls! let's hug each other tightly! N miss all these moments now!! (: Clinical theory good luck! Muacks to grp 18!

2008-07-13T16:09:00.005+08:00

Finally got my hair done! Its like freaking long that I really need it to be cut!
Went over to cuppage to have my hair done while irene, jason and linc were over at spinelli.

After 1 hr of waiting for my hair cut, went down to meet them. Eve came with her cat shirt. *meow. LOL.. Was messing around with aaron's cam, feeling the breeze while waiting for cher. Cam-whore as usual. (:

Aaron! Don't get jealous okie. U can cam-whore with the guys too. With ur new cam! HAHAHA.. Tried to take a couple of macro pics. But. Nah. Need more practice.

Sat over at spinelli for damn long, that I was whining to have dinner. I didn't had anything before I came out. So I didn't eat anything at all! Hungry.....

Anyway, while yc came, we're off to starhub centre to dine. Waraku! Yes, same thing, cam-whore. Took pictures of our food. Yc's food came, and he's bowl was like soo enormous la! OMG..

Asked him to take a photo of his, he suddenly said: 'Wa. I feel so gay taking photo of my own food la!'

LOL. Esp when he's holding cher's cam. Pink/red! LOL..

Anyway, after that, the rest went to watch a movie over at yishun. Cher and me didn't want to watch, so decided to take a bus home tgt. But wb called and fetch us over! (: thanks dude!

Over at spinelli.
Waraku time!

Outsude waraku. Can u see wad we are spell? L.O.V.E
Cher is a LOSER!! HAHAHAHA..

And lastly ends with a nice photo. (:

2008-07-11T10:44:00.003+08:00

Friends are some very scheming. Well, I thought that we can be very good friends. But out of the sudden, I don't know what happen to the rest of us. Seriously, I think there is some misunderstanding between all of us. Well, I can say is communication breakdown.

Or worst. Someone is saying bad about anyone of us! Seriously, if u girls not happy, please say right straight and tell us what is the matter instead of scolding in blog. U get what i mean? It hurts to see ur blog scolding people that I think is me.
We were once close, but now?

That day we went out, I was crying inside when I see how u treat me. Like wtf? Seriously, I would want to clear this misunderstanding between us privately. I really don't want us getting so weird and looking all awkward when we meet up. Or worst. Give black faces which I don't want to see!

To my gfs: Pls la, if u still want this friendship. Let's talk about it. Stop gossip about each other.

I don't want this to come to the end of our friendship. Really. Let's talk...

2008-07-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

Should I feel down now? Well, I've been planning about my 21st birthday bash this coming oct. But when I asked my mum about it. She didn't seems to support me. All cause is money. Too many people, cater need alot of food. ):

I feel so sad. Really so sad. Don't know what should I do. 21st! All she say was 'birthday only, why make so big'. ):

Hai. I really don't know. I feel so excited planning these stuff. But, all down to drain.

Anyway, school fine. Like finally! HAHA.. Major ones are over, now left with 3 ICAs, 1 skills and 1 theory paper. Exams is coming which made me feel so stressed up again..

Had lesson with NGTL one day, talked about life. Cause the whole class looked so dead, had totally no mood to study. So sidetrack for that hour. We asked questions about her life, about life.
She said one sentence that is soo true!

NGTL: People always look for partner with high expectations. Like eg: want him to be handsome, sun shine boy, studious.. blah blah.. With expectations to hit your criteria of your Mr. Right.
Well, think again. If you think all these expectations. Think about yourselves. Where u stand. Where do u think u can fit into the criteria of the expectations u want? How u expect people accept you?

Well, i think what she say is really true. Take an example like me. Last time, I really keep think I wont get together with someone who is plump. But now? I'm with one, and I'm happy with it.

Relationship don't have to look at the outer beauty, but the inner. If u wan someone handsome/pretty. Then u think u handsome/pretty ah? Get what I'm trying to say? Be fortunate what you have now. Don't have too high expectations.

During that lesson, I'm the one who kept asking questions. LOL. Well, I want to know more ma. Like ask why we girls have to keep accomodate? She replied 'think again. Why do u have to accomodate? Nobody ask u to.'

All she meant was naturally. Owell. I want it to be naturally. Hehe.

PS: baby. Love you!

2008-07-06T02:17:00.002+08:00

Its been soooo long!
I miss blogging thou! (: Well, loads of stuff happen in my life these few days.. Maybe say weeks. Project has been occupying up most of my time. But I'm glad that everything is over. For now.
At least the most important is over, and finally I can relieve for a moment.

No more staying over, no more sleeping late, no more stressing up, no more staying late in school. More relax so that we can have time to prepare our exams which is coming up is another few more weeks. Oh that, can really stress me up.

Things hasn't been good to me, despite of less meeting of darling. Internal conflict in my group mates. Well, shall not talk about it. Guess I shall not think about it. Cause, I'm in confusion state. 2 words. Don't care.

Owells, finally met up with darling yesterday. Out for movie and pawtobello. Like finally I'm there. Miss the food. Extra food, less payment. *wink!
Miss working there with those bunch of nice people, but it seems that things has changed. Everyone change, so as in workplace.
Watched 'Hancock'. Nice show. 4.5/5. Don't mind watching it again. Hilarious, meaningful. Darling wants me to go home and rest, hence reached home around 7.

Didn't sleep, watched movie. But slept early.

Woke up 12 hrs later. Shiok-ness. So long didn't had this long slp! Met up with pheebs over at MS, walk a biggggggggg round to spore flyer to take tics for NDP preview. Was pissed with them. Blocking almost everywhere, couldn't cross to spore flyer. Had only 15 mins bite over at Popeye's. Break record eh. After that, we had to walk back to MS. Another big round. Retards.
Preview was fine. Best part is always the fireworks. Was in awe to see such a scene, moreover its my 1st attending NDP.

Yea, pri 5 i didn't attend. Due to fractures of leg and hand. Anyway, back to the topic. I love fireworks. I've always wanted to watch it. Performance was not bad. Oh, didn't expect, one of the host is actually Ebi Shankara. He's my secondary school mate. Shocking, and know what? He's getting fatter. But, me too. (:

Was so tired after all the squeezing, screaming from kids around us, complaints from aunties. Blah blah. Damn it, i wore white shorts there, and came back black. Was looking around with people wearing white too, Y didn't they get black only me?! Damn!

Anyway, i miss darling already. (: nxt week got 1 presentation, the following week got 2 exams. 1 practical and 1 theory. Jia you geraldine! (:

Cant wait for the 18th. You know why. HAHAHA.. I miss slacking over at ur place. Too bz with work baby. Anyway, love u baby.

2008-06-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Well, the best sunday ever before school reopens.
Shall not elaborate. Cause bf wans me to slp early now. (:
Shall talk another day! (:

Night peeps!

2008-06-21T00:32:00.004+08:00

I'm so bored. So I'm doing this!

1: Who was your last call from and what was it about?
XingHui and Fiona. About project! ):

2: Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?

Indeed there is.

3: What do you wish you were good at?

My studies and my work.

4: Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yes. Just only. Right after I say goodnight to my baby,

5: What mood are you in?

nothing much thou.

6: Do you miss anyone?
Yes. Apparently. My friends. My darling.

7: Are you growing apart from someone close?
Er no?

8: How will you feel when your last ex call you?

Nothing much. We're still friends. (:

9: Where was your default pic taken?
In friendster. Is Ice3.

10: Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?

Yes. My bf.

11: Do you have a facebook?
Yes.

12: What is one thing that`s hurting you right now?

Nothing I guess.

13: Is there anybody you wish you could kill?

Not really. Well. sometimes.

14: What will you be doing at 8am tomorrow?

Sleeping.

15: When is the last time you cried?

Can't really rmb. A few days? Cause of a bad dream.

17: Is Tom your friend on myspace?
No.

18: Do you have a best friend?

yea.

19: Are you dating the person you text the most?
Yea. Not only date. But already tgt.

20: Is there anyone you hate?

Well, yea there is.

23: Who is the last person you held hands with?
Bf.

24. What do you dislike when you go out with someone special?

Give a stupid face,sulky face.

25: Do you like someone?

Yea.

26: How much are you on the phone daily?

Depend on my mood.

28: Are you in a good mood?

Well. Okie.

29: Have you ever been in love?

Yea.

31: Do you love your life?

Well, it's nice.

32: What's your favorite drink?

Green tea, coke zero

33: Who cleans your room ?

Part time maid, or me.

34: What are you really into?

Surfing the net, tanning.

37: What is something you really want to do now?

Sleep,earn more $$

38: Do your parents know what`s happening in your life?

Well, not really.

39: Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?

Me, my best friends, and bf.

40: Are you living a lie?

Doubt so.

41: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
Yea. sometimes only.

42: Who was the second last person that left you a comment?

Benny. Pawtobello chef! (:

43: Did you hug anyone yesterday?
Yea. My baby.

44: Got any nicknames?

Alot. (:

45: Who made you laugh last?

Pheebs.

46: What will you be doing in 3 hours?

watching movie? stalking pple? haha..

48: What is your wallpaper on your phone?

Me!

50: What color are your eyes?
Black!

51: What would you do if you get the NDP tickets?

Watch it.

52: Will you be in a relationship in 50 days?

Yea. still..

53: Who were you with last night?

baby, irene, carmen, jason and linc.

54: What's outside your window?

Jungle! Shit. Don't ask this qns. Scare the hell out of me. Esp during at night!!

55: What are you doing this weekend?

Nothing on sat, out with baby on sun! (: Can't wait.

Sorry I'm jsut so bored. Grab this from bulletin. Suppose to be in friendster. But wad the heck. (:

2008-06-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

Com not checked. Was quite pissed with dell. Owells, they better give me good service.

I've been thinking. Cause I've got nothing to do.
1. I miss watching movie in cineleisure with u.
2. I miss HK cafe with u. Love to see u choose all the food that I want thou I didn't say. *grin
3. I miss sitting along orchard road with u, while we're smoking, talking, thinking where to go next even though its already mid-night.
4. I miss going to balcony, sitting at the side and look at cars with u.
5. I miss u teaching me how to see rims. BIG BIG rims. (:
6. I miss arguing with u about when is ur b'day, so that u could hold my hands.
7. I miss sitting in the front seat of ur car looking at ur serious look while driving.
8. Always listening to 'Lollipop' reminds me of ur ringtone.
9. I miss laughing my ass off about ur lame jokes.
10. I miss the time we spend outside gleneagles until 12am, so that the guard allow us to enter. [I know, lame!!]
11. I miss the time when u came all the way to batok just to see me eat.

Baby. I miss everything about u. Oh, wait. Isn't all these I miss are all before we got together?
HAHA.. But baby, still. I missing u right now.

Listening to 'Lollipop' makes me remind about u. Thou sometimes this song really irritate me while with u. Cause everytime this song plays, means ur camp call. Irritated. (:
Owells, u're going to say 'I don't have a choice' <--- New phrase from him. He thinks is much more cooler than 'No choice'.

Yea! -.- I know!! Can't wait till sunday.

2008-06-17T02:02:00.002+08:00

My lil dell is going down down down.. Tml I'm going to have a brand new dell. (: Well, today lil dell been very nice, upon me kept restarting my com, and finally able to enter into mozilla.

At least she allow me to save some of my photos into email. Well. Some can't be save. Owells, I shall take more recent photos den. Old ones will be gone!! Haha..

Just watched a movie with my bro. The Mist. Well, initially i tot it was a good show. It was. Beginning. But till the end. Well, I hate this kind of ending. Really sucked! Owells, at least it made me occupied the whole night with multiples of restarting his com due to his sound card prob. Haha. Yea, both of our coms are down.

I'm missing my bf already. Yea I know I've been nagging about it. Will be staying home the whole day tml, wednesday will be out for a while. Thurs? Not planned yet.

And boom! Monday. Start of another sem. Oh brats! Hate when school starts. That means, exams coming, practical tests coming, attachments coming. N time wasted, no meeting of bf due to busy-ness. Hai.... Anyway, shall not think too much.

I can't wait till july! Hehe.. Bf knows y, I know y!! *wink wink!!

I miss my hair!! Should I cut back?! Hehe..

2008-06-15T23:40:00.003+08:00

Woo... Its like finally we organise a girls outing!! Like finallyyyyyyyyyyyy.... Well, always can't get the chance to go out with them. Is either not free, or sometimes we girls asked each other out so randomly. Owells, ytd we had loads of fun thou is a short period of time.

Met up with pheebs at chinatown and search everywhere for fareast square. Was looking for the flea market. Didn't expect there were all uncles and aunties. Joked around and said. 'Think if we set up here, we'll be the youngest here man!And we're going to snatch their business.' HAHA... The place is total disaster. No crowd. Facing construction. CMI I can say.

We took ages to find something to eat. So see, how worst can it gets if we set our stall there. No pple, no crowd. Worst! Argh, guess we have to find another better place and cheaper and of cuz, appropriate place to sell my kind of old clothes. Don't wanna lose my face! hahahaha...

Met up with cher right after that. Met up with her over at bugis. Chat over at J.Co, talk alot! And surprisingly, eve is early! HAHA. Shopped around raffles city, took hannah montana 3D goggles.

Met up with sharon, irene, carmen. Dine over at Popeyes. Man, the place is sooooooo crowded! We were like AUNTIES talking so loudly abt wad to eat while queuing up. Sharon is the best. So daring.. Dare to say that aunty who was abt to cut our queue.. Best! ahhahaha... Well, we really took abt an hr to buy our food!! My fish fillet is nice okie!! hahahaha...
Better than ur shrimps.. So smallllllllllllllllllllllllll... (:

Irene and me, our appetites. Hmm big.. Nice.. Ate the best brownies.. Woo!! *slurp. Thinking of it makes me drool again!! HAHAHA...
Anyway, we girls got no where to go. Instead, we slack at MS stairs. Chit chat, talk cock, cam-whore. Blah blah blah..
Bf was doing ndp shit job over at marina bay. Kept msging him to see where is he. Well, walk twice, didn't get to see him.. Like cher say 'Don't call him la, if got fate sure can see wan.'
Ha! Well, no fate. ):

After slacking over at the stairs for hrs. Joyce called irene and say 'Hui lai baaaaaaaa' HAHAHAHA.. we laugh our asses off! She sounded like she's calling ghosts back! My, so we brisk walk to station. And luckily we brisk walk. If not, guess we can't catch the last train back to yishun.

Went yishun, saw xiaobai [Audi TT] We girls practically keep saying 'AWWWWW so cuteeeeeeeeeeee'.
HAHAHA...

Supper at Jln kayu, angela came and join us for a while, and home sweet home.. (:
Aww. I miss bf.. He's now working over at pc show till 3am!! For goodness sake! He will be super tired right after that! Well, good pay. What to do.

I miss u hun. Love u!

Happy father's day. I love u dad.

2008-06-11T18:57:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder. I'm really didn't regret making my decision that they are really not my true friends at all. Ytd had a great talk with rene. Was very agitated and telling her about my 6 yrs of friendship friends.

Really disappointed. Ytd and today, really made me feel so lonely thou I had a bf. Seems that bf don't know me well enough to feel how i feel. I really dont know wad else to say.

2008-06-11T15:41:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, am I giving too much. Cause I feel lethargic already. Y is it always me who initiate to meet up. Y didn't u.
Today u got the time to meet, u didn't initiate. All u say is nua at home. Never just once, u did say u wan to meet me cuz u miss me and stuff. Is always I'm the one who say I want to meet u.

Today u can book out, but needed to book in tonight. Still there is a short time to meet up. But still, u didn't. Well, maybe u say u're tired and stuff. But is that an excuse?
Okie, let's don't say today. Other days. U're always having that 'dont-care' face. Never initiate to meet up with me.

I've said to u once, that I dont' wan always keep staying at ur place doing nothing. During that 3 nights, we didn't went out. Yea once. With a bunch of guys. Asking u to play wii with me seems like asking u to buy me a car. So reluctant. What is the use seriously. I didn't say to u st8, cuz I don't want ur ans to be 'okie la okie la. let's meet up.' Or 'okie la okie la. Let's play lor'.
All these are just entertaining me, or making me happy. Well, I don't wan that!

I want u to be automatic! I'm telling u st8 is to tell u how i feel, not asking u to do now. U get it?
Do u know i feel very tired doing all these. Sms me, for that 2 hrs break during ur ndp, will kill u? Do u know how it feels to keep waiting for u to give me the right ans?

I'm really tired..

2008-06-07T19:58:00.003+08:00

Woo-hoo! Its the holidays.... But well, doubt is for me. Have tons of projects in hand not done. Nxt mth I had 6 projects need to be handed up! Like waaaaaaaa... Sho sianx hor...

Baby kana ndp. He's so going to be so busy for me. Every sat is burned for him. So ke lian. ):
Last week before holiday starts, everyone seems to be sooo lazy to go to school. Everyone looks sooo lethargic whenever they are in morning lecture.

Now I'm waiting for bf to finish his rehearsal thing. 11+!! Omg, didn't have the time to msg me too. He's like sooo bz.. Damn ns. Pls faster december, so he finally ord! hahaha..

Home alone seems so shiok. So quiet. I can't get myself to do work, I can't get myself to feel alive. I'm sooo lazy. Omg.. Lazy bum, fat pig.

Recently I just can't stand this girl. Shall not say who. She's been seriously stepping on my tail. Everytime she's sooo acting clever, and thinks she knows it all. I can't stand seeing her face. Just love to 'pai ma pi!'
Pls, where's ur dignity. Bullshit! If she correct anyone of us again, or I can say 'order' I'm so going to say her back. Well, I said her the other day. Freaking pissed!

Owell. I'm going to do other stuff. Shall not waste my wrinkles on this kind of people. And people, stop complaining things to me when u think u're in the wrong. I hate sarcastic people too. These people are seriously stepping on my tail. I can tolerate u once, but another time. U're going to get it from me.

2008-06-02T00:12:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I'm really wonder. What is family all about. Isn't it must have everyone be there for u when u need them. Isn't it that no matter what u do, they'll just support u.

Ever since my bro had prob. Or I can say whenever he has a prob, my mum is forever there for him. But me? She's always not there. Yes, part of it, cuz I don't tell her. But what is the point seriously. All she cares is my bloody brother. Yea, everyone need to make sacrifices. So I'm the sacrifice?

U're not in the mood, need family to be there. Doesn't mean playing mahjong can help. Yea I know I'm in the wrong for making black faces when playing. But seriously, how many times u ask me to play mj, i rejected? I hate playing mj, I hate gambling.

Am I part of this family anot, seriously. Y is there always mum there for u. Y isn't always mum there for me! Ever since mum keep saying 'study 1st study 1st' I stop talking to her about my probs. Cause all she cares is our studies. So what for! Am I a good daughter or not? I really don't know. My studies ain't good, everything is a failure to me. Everything goes to brother. I don't have a dad to love, I need a mum. But y she isn't there? Yea I know I'm contradicting, I need mum, but didn't tell mum abt my probs. I know. I just want some attention sometimes.

All I need is someone love me. Is that so difficult? No one understands me. I need some attention, need some love. Make me feel wanted in their life. Is it so hard? I don't have a dad already. I miss him. This family, to me. Is already dead. Cuz I'm dead in their eyes. It seems like I'm not in this family at all.

Now u know, y i hate to be at home. Am I wrong? I just need someone there for me. Physically and mentally.

So dear, now u know y am I always complaining to u that I need love that much. Cause I can't get it from family, I need from u. So u know how much I need?

2008-06-01T00:42:00.003+08:00

Is the 1st day of june and I'm here blogging! (:

Ytd was a heck of a day man..
Woke up freaking late. 9am class, I woke up at 9am! Great eh! Well, sorry pheebs and angela for missing your presentation.

After lecture, went for some shopping of our FYP project materials over at bugis. (: Headache I can say. Guess everyone in my group hate to see my face whenever I got stressed up. Aite guys. I'm sorry man. Really.

Around 4 plus, met up with irene and had some REAL shopping. Alicia had her shopped open,and visited. Caught an eye of a top, well great discount but didn't had money to buy. ): Hate to be broke. Anyway, met up with cheryl and Wb. Cheryl needed to eat, so we dine in at Hip diner. Also waiting for jason and dear eve.

Its been hell out of long time since I seen this girls. Well, there's more. We didn't know where to head to, many opinions coming out of their mouth. Hence, they thought of chilling over at Keppel Bay with the beautiful bridge I've ever seen. Its gorgeous I can say. Pictures coming up soon.

After keppel, went down to holland V for some foodd.. Essential brews was.... Well, nice, waitress was 'available'. Hence, we head down to geylang for some frog porridge! Sinfullll....

Practically, we toured almost everywhere in singapore. HAHA.. Almost I say.. (:
Wb say to me in his car : 'I'll see how long u and henry. U shld have been there when he enlisted, cuz now he ord. Its like 2 yrs. ' Looking at cheryl and say 'See, she send me in and now I'm out she sees me out and she's still standing.'

Well, thou wb can be crappy, but sometimes to me, he can be quite sweet at his words. (:
But darling, I'll never give up. After so much we've gone through. Aww, F***. I'm missing my bf already. Its like only 3 days I never get to see him?! Yeah, nxt thing bf will be saying 'NS ma, no choice'.

PS: Happy 21st birthday Fiona. Sorry for the belated wish. (: U know I love u. HAHAHA..

I'm suppose to clean up my room as what I've planned. Owells, I'm a lazy pig. Watched tee-vee the wholeeee dayyyyyy..... HEheheheh....

Pick-tures.
Us and the beautiful bridge.
Irene and jason.
Wb and Cheryl.
No henry nor Yc, so we 2 shall take tgt! (:
Both of our bf is serving the nation. Doing us proud! *cough

PS: This outing is soooo last min. Just caught up with them in coincidence. HURHUR..

2008-05-29T20:55:00.002+08:00

I'm sick for these few days. Well, maybe because of the weather exchanged. Hehe.. Anyway, met up with bf ytd for some brunch over at Amk hub. Sweet of him to come fetch me after school. Sorry guys, have to leave early for meeting. Sorry.. ):

Slept awhile and cab home. Darling was sick too. Well, not because of me, he claims that he had flu the day b4. Well, get well soon for the both of us. (:

Plan for the week.
Friday : Out to buy materials for my FYP. Tsk.
Saturday : Cleaning up my room. Too much dust!
Sunday : Rest day? Waiting for monday to start school..

Bz week due to FYP. Brain dead soon. Cells gone, brain burning.. Well, for our marks. Subgroup 3, listen up! We have to put extra effort. No more PSP playing, no more sidetracking, no more bfs! Heh.. Including me. I know. (:

2 weeks of holidays might be bz? Projects meeting up. Jiayou jiayou! Flu gone gone for the both of us!

PS:ILY honey. Get well soon.

2008-05-26T21:09:00.006+08:00

Saturday was Alumni Day for CDSS 40th years. Very little people turned up. Except for our class, and some 2001 batch. ACL came to fetch me early in the morning, can't get myself to wake up so early. Hence we went for breakfast late.

Once reach school, met up with jasline and sihui. Was glad to finally meet ragha! Man, he's still tall!!!!!!! School changed alot after I left for poly. Principal changed, management changed, things changed. Amazed by the new recreation club built up next to the library with Xbox, Wii and board games.

During the talk, seen some of our seniors, and REAL seniors. I mean like 1968 batch seniors. Bringing along their kids, husbands. Telling sihui and jas, 40 years down the road, will we become like that. Bringing along 2 kids, scolding them for being mischievous. I can't imagine myself! 0.0

Went down to recreation club, parade square. Spent most of the time in recreation club, cuz of the AC. (:
Played, cam-whoring and so much talking. Classrooms gates were locked, is a shame that we can't go in to take a look at our usual classrooms where all the fun we had inside.

Anyway, went to town, shopped around. GSS is really crazy. So many people is like queuing up to go gucci, LV and other branded brands. SCARY! People flipping clothes, making it looks like its free.. Singaporeans. What can I say about them.

Slack over at cathy, had our brunch. Cam-whoring again. Many girls talk. Miss chatting with them. Everyone was so tired, hence went home early. Really miss Liu's alot! (:

Our usual hugs. Except some of them missing. ):

Sunday. Finally! Bf and me got to get our butts OUT of our house and go shopping!! Is been quite sometime I've last seen bf wore jeans and shirt. Hehe.. Love to see him wear those. (:
Had our late lunch, shopped around. Toys'r'us are so much fun playing with him. Thou is quite tiring la. (: Carrying such a heavy bag walking so fast!

Looking at watches that cost almost 5 years of working as a nurse in singapore. Go calculate. Let's say 1 year is around $14,000. Expensive watch.. Tsk tsk.. Went over to his place for dinner, and wa la, balek kampong! Love seeing bf wearing specs. So cute! HAHAHA.... =X

So fierce seh! ): But cute eh!

Babyyyyy....... Sometimes she can be reallll irritating.. (:

PS: I can't get to see bf this whole week! )))))))))):

Oh! Attachments are out!
25th aug - 5th sept = Break week
8th sept - 12th sept = A&E
15th - 19th = OT
22nd sept - 10th oct = ward 57
13th oct - 7th nov = Hols
10th nov - 30th Jan = PRCP [Last attachment]

As above these dates are for my bf, in case he wan to know what I'm busying about. But guess, he wont care. Right! Just FYI.

2008-05-21T17:04:00.003+08:00

On the 18th, is our 1 mth. It feels sooo long.. It feels like we've been together for more than 1 mth. Anyway, Happy 1 mth darling! (:

Today is darling's b'day! 21st! Hehe.. But too bad, darling's in camp. Awww.. Can't come out.. Damn NS. But no choice. <-- He always say that!
Went over to his place after school and pass him his lil present. What I planned didn't work out. Cuz! Something happen. So its okie.

Reached his place, he just kpo see what's inside the paper bag, and lie down on his bed! Didn't even bother to open up! GUYS!! Tsk tsk!

Guess what I did for him. Tada!

Cupcakes!! (: 1st timer thou. Not appetizing looking, too sweet. But! Got effort and love in it okie!!
Making these, I got sacrifice! A scar on my hand! Big one.. ): Gonna be there for long. Ugly fugly.

Anyway, happy b'day darling. Hope u really like it. Yeah, he prefer the icing more than the cake. Hai.. )))))):
Wish u everything smooth this whole year, and pls no more obstacles for us.. We had enough of it. 1 whole mth, too tired! I know u're more tired than me. But! Don't u worry.. I'll be therrrrrrreeeeeeeeee for uuuuuuuu!!!!!

Muack!! Love u!!!!

2008-05-16T20:14:00.003+08:00

Owell, I just started off with my assessment. I PASSED! (: I got handrub. Well, I play cheat. So hehe! I'm just happy that I passed!

Its like finally! Pheebs and me stepped into town again. Starving like hell, dine in at 'Just Acia' Our fav slacking place! HAHA.. We slacked there for almost 2-3 hours?
And I want to say 'Congrats feefee! For passing ur assessment!! Yay-ness!!'
Dumb fee, don't believe that we're over at town. 'Dhoby pi' Nice eh! HAAH.. Slacked till around 5 plus, shopped around town. While walking to PS, cheryl popped in front of me! I was shocked!
After talking to cheryl halfway, jismyl popped in front of me! Woot! 2 friends appear in front of me at that same point.

Shopped, tired. So decided to slack over at our usual place. Cathy starbucks. I can tell u, we are soooo pro in slacking. We slacked all the way to 1040! HAha.. Great talking. Like finally!

Oh, my bond was rejected by NUH. Dumb ass! Made me wait for 1 mth +.
My friends are sending resume to dubai.. [Thinking]
But is 2 yrs contract. So, dubai or not?
Mum don't support. But I DON'T CARE! Its my future.

Batam, here I come! Muahahahaha....

2008-05-13T00:08:00.001+08:00

13 more hours to my assessment. Wish me luck! (: Pray hard!

2008-05-11T02:28:00.004+08:00

Message: 1. What was the last question someone asked you?

- Why aren't you sleeping?

2. Whose msg is the 6th text in your inbox?

- Boyfriend

3. What was the last thing you said/sent to someone..?

- 'Night dear, I love you. (: '

4. Bored?

- DUH!!!!!!!! If not, y am I doing this!!

5. Name something you have to do tomorrow.

- Mama's day dinner?

6. Have you ever called 000?

- Never

7. Do you own an iPod/mp3/mp4?

- I will dieeeeeeee if I don't have one.

8. Do any of your friends have children?

- Yes.

9. What CD is currently in your CD player?

- Hmm, let me think. When is the last time I took out my cds! Ans: No cds!

10. Do you prefer regular milk or chocolate milk?
- Duh! Choco milk!

11. Has anyone told you a secret this week?

- Hell ya! Beg me to tell ya! BEGGGGGG MEEEE..... *muahahahhahaha.....

12. When was the last time you ate in pizza hut?

- That is sooooo longgggg time agooo....

13. Can you whistle?

- Yea!

14. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?

- Thinking of tattoo-ing? heheh... But, nahhhhhhhhhhh..

15. Do you get along better with boys or girls?

- Both baby!

16. Do you sleep on your side,stomach, or back?

- Side!

17. What are you listening to?

- Tank- Lan!

18. What does the song remind you of?

- hmm, bf?

19. Which of your friends lives closest to you?

- Wooo.. Michelle.. Pri 1 friend!

20. What did you do yesterday?

- Spent the whole day sleeping over at bf's house.

21. What big concerts are you looking forward to?

- geraldine goh's concert. *yay-ness! Clap clap!

22. What's bothering you right now?

- insomnia?

23. Next vacation you're going on?

- Thailand with NR0618 peeps! C'mon! Spell P-R-C-P O-V-E-R!!

24. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?

- errr.... don't know. can't rmb!

25. What did you dream about last night?

- never dreamt of any!

26. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?

- NO!!!!!!!!

27. What gets in your way of your sleeping?

- baby [bf's dog] lick on my face! But that's kinda cute! hahahaha...

28. What is something you recently learned about urself?

- how unreasonable I can get?

29. Do you like anyone?

- yes.

30. Do you know anyone who's married?

- yes. plenty.

31. What's your favorite number?

- 21?

32. Who was the last person who made you cry?

- my bf. Well, he didn't made me cry, i cry cuz of him. (:

33. What are you doing?

- duhhhhh.. answering these qns?

34. When was the last time you cried?

- Just not long around in the afternoon when I called phoebe? Man! That was embarrass. Well, she's use to it. Right?!

35. What is one thing you miss about your past?

- Holding dad's hands.

36. Are you jealous of anyone?

- nope.

37. Is anyone jealous of you?

- I don't know. Don't have to. (:

Look at the time now! Its 2:38am and I'm not asleep! I've been listening to Tank song for the whole day... Same particular song for the WHOLE DAY! Awww... I'm soooooo sick!! I cant sleep!! HAHAHAHA.... I'm going crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....

2008-05-10T12:49:00.002+08:00

I've realize that I love to blog on the saturdays. That means, I've been staying home for all saturdays. What a life.. Staying home on saturdays. Maybe cuz darling has been staying in camp. )):

This whole of week 4, is quite tight schedule for me. Monday was gowning and gloving practical. Yay-ness, I've passed! (:
Wednesday was theory test. Did a few mistakes. Hope I don't fail that paper.. Pls pls..
Darling had MC on monday and tuesday. But dont know why, tuesday night he had to go back camp and told me one bad news. He say he can't book out at night for the time being. I was soooo agitated. WHY?!?!! Bloody asshole! (you know who! Sabo everyone!)

Didn't get to see darling for 4 days! Well, he say I have to get use to it. ): I'm trying to my dear. Friday is the only time I don't have class! Darling took off for me! But! He's got to do some forfeit. ): Run 3km and promise his pc to stop smoking. That's a good sign! But dear having muscle cramps on friday. Initially we planned to go for a run and swim. But he's too pain to do all these..

Stayed at home, dinner at his place[crayfishhhhh!!!] *slurp. He play his game, I keep sleeping.. Stayed his place till morning and took a cab back. Darling had to go back camp.. Spell S-I-A-N!

NDP is coming, and darling is going to be damn busy.. Nia-mind! 5 more months very fast wan! Sure can wan!

Oh Oh! I bought hearts marshmallow for darling.. Woo woo!! So pretty!! hahahaha..

Oh tuesday is my another practical skill. Pray hard! Eye dressing, CLC and hand scrubbing.. Pray I can pass! Pray hard darling's staying in will end soon! End soon!!!! Our 1 month counting down! (: Sho slowxx...

2008-05-03T10:43:00.006+08:00

Its a long long week. Finally I'm able to settle down to blog about my week. Busy week thou. Well, nothing special thing happen. Just a normal school days. But, this sem my school days are getting more and more interesting. Despite all the projects piling up.

Learn new skills and having loads of fun with my friends. Not suppose to take photos, but we just beg our skills teacher to just let us have some fun. Well. Pictures will be uploaded soon. Finally got it from farhana.

Most of the days spending time with my bf. Well, not the whole day. Just dinner. Government is good enough to give us 150$ this month due to some gst increase. Well, phoebe, bf and me went to amk hub to have some dinner! I wan to eat something nice! After long long time. Decided on 'New york New york'. Met bert and abby. Asked them to join us.

Its a very disappointing meal thou. NYNY is really nothing. Just like coffee shop western food. Wasted 116$ on that meal. 5 people thou. But still not worth. Rather go to botak jones.

Thursday was labour day and finally I got to meet up with my bestest friend ever! Is a long long time since we last met! I love u azriah. U wont lose me, neither I will. Cam-whoring everywhere! Still, pictures uploaded in FB.

Friday is a hot and shiny day. Bf is sucha sweet heart to pick me up from school. Sending fiona and xh to bishan station on goodie coolie car! Weird ride hor fiona and Xh! Aiyo.. So quiet in the car very funny sia!! hahaha.. Anyway, went to tabao 925 chix rice for lunch and went up to his place. Slacking his house with some guitar playing, psp playing. Wii? Haven yet. I shy to go to living room play. Hehehe..

Nxt week will be busy busy.. Exams and practical! Pls pray for me! I will do good!!

Pictures coming up!

My subgroup! Can u differentiate us?
Half of my class. I love em all.
Ah lian, milian, minah pose!
That's me with surgical gown.

That's baby. And bf playing psp! SEE!! Got psp don't want me!
That's his favourite quote to me now. HEHEHE....

2008-04-26T13:17:00.002+08:00

This time am I thinking too much? Yes I know I'm been busy with my own stuff that made me distant from u. But when I apologize, u didn't reciprocate to me? Are u still angry with me? Neither I want our friendship to be like that. Well, I know I'm in the wrong, but sometimes its just at the wrong time.

Nevermind, I shall not think too much. Maybe u're busy too.

Ohh. I can't see boyfriend for this weekend, damn NS.. Anyway, we had a heart to heart talk last night. So good feeling to talk to him about everything!

Anyway, this few weeks going to be damn busy. Projects is every week! Argh!!

Jinx or not?

2008-04-23T17:58:00.003+08:00

Well, been quite busy on my 2nd week in school. Had to stay back in school for project discussion. I shall talk more about yesterday.

I've been having stomache every tuesday. I can't explain that. Had to rush to the toilet before my 1st lecture. Well, I was late for 3 mins. So i didn't tap my card. Walked into the lecture hall, put down my bag and dash to the toilet. I can't take this ass anymore. I've been having stomach problems.. Idiotic. Anyway, had meeting after school. Stayed till 6 plus. Meeting boyfriend for dinner with phoebe [supposingly] but her mum brought food back for her.

Boyfriend came to school and fetch me and off for dinner @ bishan. Ajisen! Hehe.. Finally I got to eat my Unagi! Muahahahaha.... Walked around J8, pok pok awhile, telling jokes and off home. I had to be home early to finish off my today's presentation.

While driving back, I got the shocked of my life. We were at this traffic light, waiting for green light. Suddenly, from our right lane, came this BMW 7 series, bang onto our side mirror! I totally got shocked! Boyfriend start to get agitated. I start to shake. Looking at the car drive, seems like the driver is drink drive. Follow her all the way, honk honk till we stop at her place.

Got down, and told her that she had banged onto us. She was looking soo.. er... seh? Her son-in-law came out and carry her back into the hse. We waited outside till 'guy' came out. He came to see the damages and said 'okie u send to ..... and we pay the cost'

Boyfriend asked is she drink driving and stuff, and don't know y, the guy got angry and both of them started shouting at each other. I stood there stuck onto the ground, don't know wad to do. Yc came down. Commotion got worst. Ambulance came, guy drive off to hospital, we got number from neighbours. I kept asking the neighbours that paramedics did say anything. Cuz they sure say something. I shall not elaborate more. Many many things was said.
[edited]
The lady was not feeling well, not drink drive. But still, if she's not feeling well, she should stop the car and ask her family to drive her back. Her family members got 5 of them u know!

Oh well, I just freaked out. I really don't know wad to do. 1st time see he get soooooo angry! I got scared i nearly cried.. But didnt la.. hehe.. He's brother and father came, look at the car, drive back to his place, sat at his void deck. Talked talked, and took cab back.

I'm still in trauma till this morning, cause I still dreamt about it. So yeah. Anyway, i'm feeling so much better. (:
Just that i'm worried about him. 'Guy' now say don't wan to pay money. Like wad an ass! Rich man so wad! KISS UR MOTHER ASS!! hahahaha.. :X

Hai. I'll shall pray that everything is alright. Nothing will happen. (:
Anyway, someone is cooking upstairs, the aroma of the food is floating around in my house and my stomach is making music! Oh my!!! Brother quick come back with some food!!!!

Craving..... Don't know yet. :p hahaha

2008-04-20T14:50:00.004+08:00

1st week of school has been making me breathless.. Everyday lesson were so boring. Lecturers are getting weirder. Well, I guess only psycho lecturers are. Andy's lessons are interesting, funny and it makes me more alert in class.
Its just the 1st week, and we had 4 days of clincal. 4 skills learnt. Troublesome lecturer, thou we like her.

I'm already in my yr 3s, thinking what NgTL[our clinical lecturer] said. 'Wah, your class very united, close. Later graduate sure very sad one.'
I beginning to start cursing and swearing time has been passing so fast. I don't want to seperate away from my girls. My milan and minah!

Angela: Thou she love to THINK soo much, keep asking is she ugly today or not. I still love her.
Fiona: She the most whitest leg ever, love to 'i know it' girl. (: I still love her.
Xinghui: She eats the slowest, gentle. I always ask her to eat faster, I still love her.
Phoebe: Spend almost all her time with me. =D Tolerated my attitude, tolerated my nagging. I still love her.
Seri: The nosiest girl ever in class, could hear her laughter from another block. I love spending time with her.
Jena: Prettiest, craziness, everything crazy. Its all written on her face. That's her. I love her too.
Farhana: The 'mirror' girl. Love her hair so much, considering giving her a mirror during grad night.
Nora: Funny, cute, fun person. Sex sex and more sex education is said whenever farhana and nora are tgt.
Juli: Shopping queen I can say. Or I shall say 'flea market queen'?
Vic: The volunteer. Nags most of the time. That sometime make me 'eyer'. But still I like her mother-ness.
Yati: My companion esp during chalet times! HAHA. U know wad i mean. Just relac one corner.

So many fun people in my class. Can you just grad like that? I can't. I don't want either. Esp my 4 girls! I know sometimes I'm always giving attitude prob, shouting, screaming, giving faces, being crazy. U know i love u guys the most. OMG, I'm going into emo mode. ):

Anyway, shall skip that part. If not people are going to collect buckets of water.
Alright! For now. I shall blog about something. Just 1 sentence is enough.
Bye singlehood, hello my dear. (: Go figure.

Went to TTSH @ 645am to do some mass emergency drill for them. I was soooo moody.. Waking up at 4am for this! But it turn out to be soo fun. But not my role. (: I'm P3[walk in casualty]
Walk in casualty is ain't critical. Like DUH of cuz. They can walk. So other people in P1 and P2 take only 1 role. While me, the P3 took 15 cases! Woo!! Haha... Took all 15 files into the doctor's room. Dr Ortho Surgeon, [I dont know his name.] Stopped me! Cause he saw the pile of files I took. Well, I just walked in and say. The other doctors is having another patient. HAHA..
We start talking, asking what's my name, my school and my future career in nursing line. I told him I want to be in OT. He straight away ask me to take Ortho! HAHA.. He's very nice. (: He did come to NUH too. So hope to see him soon!

After 5 hrs of that. Lunch is provided. Of cuz for me. Hungry person, sure sup all! HAHAHAH.. No la... Oh ya! Got Haizad Imran! He's soooo shuai!! He's really cute!! He kept looking at me u know!! Think he rmb that I took a picture with him in IMH. He's an IMH nurse then.

Right after that, went to flea market @ Emmanuel house. Its located at geylang opened by poly students. Brought jena, seri, juli and of cuz phoebe. Went there, we had a guide.
We had an aunty in our group. SERI MARLINA! OMG, bring her there is really a good deal, she helps u cut price! Applause to her. They had this competition call the 'PULL' i think. Well, they were looking for NYP. So I took part. All u have to do is pull the cloth not letting any utensils drop on the floor. I was sooo nervous and scare. Anyway, seri video-ed it down.

Shopped like aunties, I manage to bought a top for like $2, suspender, a vest and 2 pair of ear rings. Total I bought it for like $10 only! Great deal! I'm not the happy girl. The rest shopped more than me! Aftermath, went to bugis to settle our hungry stomachs. Awhile later, we went home as everyone of us are sooooo tired! For me. I went back and out to meet 'buibui' and the rest @ town. Settle down at Hipdiner USA for some fish and chip. Windowed shopped around taka expensive boutiques. Admiring bags that I couldn't afford at all. Await for eve and cheryl, we then head down to Mind's! Virgin visit, had loads of fun. Real fun!

Jason drove us and saw an road block at pandan valley. A traffic accident occured. Had a tour around just to see how the accident looks like. It was already 4am and jason send us home. Thanks jason! (:

So I had been awake for almost 24 hrs! (: Tired.

my ah bui! (:

doggie? bone? oh what the hell.

2008-04-12T12:41:00.005+08:00

Finally I've got one of my places strike off! Booked a reservation in Blu Jaz Cafe over @ Bali Lane.
Celebrate 'Tiong mei mei's b'day! Met them up at bugis as it starts to rain quite heavy. While the rest reached, the rain drizzle. We tried to walk over, till golden landmark, it started to rain freaking heavy.

Virgin visit to golden landmark just to find umbrella sellers. (: But none! Hence we decided to get drenched. But our 'doremon' cheryl had umbrella with her! Shared with me and eve! (:

Walked under shelter along Ophir Road, till dead end, I didn't even know we reached Bali Lane! (: hahaha.. The cafe is just at the dead end. Owells, we just ask for the table i reserved and went up.

The place is freaking nice.... Ambiance perfect, but just too dark. We had to use our phones as torch. But overall is a nice place to chill, not for dinner.

Ate, talks, gossip like always, laughs. Amazing time. Its been quite sometimes girls are out in a grp. Just missing a couple of them.

After dinner, is down to haji for some sheesha. The place I went to initially, is so much nicer. But I just don't know how to walk. Heh! So yeah. Went to some other sheesha place. B4 sheesha, went into this freaking amazing vintage store that I totally adoreeeeeeeeeee....
Its soooo my place!! I love it..
Picture this: 8 girls went into a small small place, started to 'ahhhh, this is soooo cuteeee. waaaaa this one niceeeee.' U can hear all kind of aunties starting to buy veges..

Cam-whore in the store. Went up is my heaven. Vintage bags! I almost faint. All of us practically playing everything they can see! Is freaking old school!

Sheesha time, slack, gossip again. About studies. & geraldine is falling asleep.
No place to go, walk all the way to bugis junction for toilet. Sat down at coffee club [its close, they didn't keep the chairs] discussing abt where to go next. Well, sharon and abby is hungry. So they decided to go punggol to eat nasi lemak. Well, its too far for us, so we went seperate ways. 6 of us still thinking where to go. Dbl o? Slack? Angela had to work, so she have to go off..

So down to dbl o. Bus-ed down to clarke quay, walk to dbl o. Phew, long way eh! Reached there, dbl o is not ladies! Hence we went to sit along the river! Talk gossip like nobody business.. Carmen entertain us with some of her exciting life! hahaha.. Well, education learnt.

Talked for almost 2 hrs and head home. Cab driver drove freaking fast that cheryl and me had so lil to talk abt! hahaha..
Anyway, try to upload a bit of our crazie photos! (:

Thinking of wad to eat.
Cheryl, angela and sharon
That's me and b'day girl.
All of us except abby and carmen.
We just go everywhere to take photos... (:
It says ' Happy Birthday to Me!'
Our food!

Classic shot! real classic! Look at abby's expression!

FYI: more will be in friendster and fb. (:

2008-04-09T22:48:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry dad. I'll visit u when my school reopens. Love u always dad.

Been staying home, sometimes just dinner out. Well, got pang seh a few time by my beloved phoebe. U owe me. Not marriage. Pls, don't make me puke. Well, kinda looking forward to school cuz i miss my girls...............

Tmr another b'day party for Evelyn! 21st b'day baby!
Oh she got shocked when I called her baby. I got shivers after calling her that too! HAHAHAHA..
Can't wait, as I've reserved seats over @ Blu Jaz Cafe. Virgin visit too. Shall enjoy and more cam-whoring. Like always. Esp when there's cheryl going. LOL.

Photos from last month, when I can't stand staying home and out with a few of my girls to Ice3. Finally I got the photos from sharon. (:

That's irene and eve...
And there's sharon and me!
Our fondue... *slurp..
Ohhhhhh.... Look at her faceeeeeee.....
I can't wait to eat!!!
Look at our food!!! Oh man, i'm getting hungry!!
And that's the end of our day!

More photos coming up right after tml's party... *loves.

2008-04-06T17:39:00.002+08:00

Places I've yet to go.
1. Cafe domus [Owen Rd]
2. Tuck shop [Ann Siang Hill]
3. Ann Siang Hill
4. Blu Jaz Cafe [Bali Lane]

More food restaurants..Cafe.. I want to try it all. (:

2008-04-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

After reading a friend's blog. I'm totally agree with her.. TOTALLY!
Well, she was writing about us nurses.

Firstly, we nurses are treated like shit in singapore. Anyone asked us 'hey what u're studying now?' Whenever I say 'oh nursing' There they goes, ohhhh.. How's cleaning people backside feels? Or whatever shit. Hello! We nurses don't only clean people asses.

Going abroad to work is sooo much better. Pay better and we gain respect from others. Not like in singapore. Seriously, if I told u I'm in nursing. People will go thinking, eee only clean ass..

Seriously. I'll let u see my fucking big middle finger. I've been tolerating all these kind of answers. Even some of my friends say that. I've been keeping mum. I just let them say. Did I say anything.
Hello! We need respect okie.

We don't study 3 yrs just learn how to clean people ass okie.

Now my big big dream. Get out of singapore and work overseas. Can't tolerate people don't respect us at all. Overseas's workload is soooo much lesser than in singapore. They are call professionals. Us? In singapore.. Clean people ass professionals?! FUCK OFF! So much workload in singapore and doesn't even gain respect from outside.

I hate people who thinks that nursing is an easy-go-in course. Whoever failed their 'O's just come to nursing. Cause their points are not up to go poly. Hate it when people wants to come to nursing, because of poly. Not out of interest! They are just wasting time.

Shall spell D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-E-D!
My mood have been going up and up. Don't come and ask me y. Unless u wan kana scolding from me. So don't pissed me off. A big thanks!

2008-04-04T00:12:00.009+08:00

Got my STO done this morning. Seeing Alvin Hong makes me ache, as he's really an expensive doc. Taking 10 stitches out cost me $65!! I'm thinking that my mum or whoever my nursing friends could take it out for me. FOC!

Woke up early in the morning, packed my bag for afternoon tanning over @ sentosa. [Last min decision. Freaking last min.] Bus-ed down to glen's, bus-ed down to NUH. For?

I've decided to sign bond with NUH. 1stly, money while studying. 2ndly, confirm job after grad. But now I have to pray hard that they'll call me up for interview and interview went well, so I'm bonded. Geraldine is bonded! I'm afraid that I might break bond. Anyway, shall not think too much, if not phoebe is going to slap me. Cause I think tooooo much...

After NUH, bus-ed down to harbour, had lunch @ harbourfront hawker for roti prata. Yeah, prata for lunch. Weird, I know. Tram-ed down to sentosa! (:
Weather is freaking good! Sun is sooooooooo glaring! Love it!
As people know me, whenever I plan to swim or tan. The weather seems be getting in my way, either will rain or no sun. But for my last min decision, the sun is there waiting for me! *clap clap clap

Found a suitable spot. Found it just right in front of cafe del mar. I was afraid to take off my dress, asssssss I just STO, and my scar is sooooooooooooo obvious. What if people think that my scar is from a boob job or wad? [According to eve.y, my scar is similar to boob job scar!] People, my babies are REAL! (:
Anyway, I just hack. Sun tan is soooooo shiok rather than cooping myself at home. Bathe ard 4 plus as it start to drizzle. Well, at least I tan for 3 hrs! (:

Feel sleepy and hungry. Went to Pet Safari makes my day happyyyyyyyyyyy...... Mini Schnazer is freaking cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeX100000000000000000000000...

Dinner @ KFC again..... Gaining weight again I guess.. Shopped around till tiredddddddddd and finally settle ourselves down for a cup of 'hazelnut latte' over @ Pacific Coffee Company. We just love to pamper ourselves. Right pheebs. (:

Mum called me when I'm having coffee.
Mum: Where u? Just now go where?
Me: Heh! I at vivo now. I go 'sai tai yang leh' [sun tan leh]
Mum: AIYOOOOOOO!! I don't like u go sun tan la! Go for wad! U know now the sun soooo hot, later kana skin cancer how?!
Me: Ah ya, so long nv suntan le ma. Oh ya, u really throw my suntan lotion ah? [Due to me suntanning at home, she angry and throw my lotion away.]
Mum: Throw away liao la! Tsk.

See how much my mum hate me to go sun tanning..
Finally I get reddish, tanner. Came back home, mum said 'eeee go away, look like indian.'
HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.... I got cute mum. She got angry with me just because I go tanning.

Photos, photos&photos! (:

2008-04-02T01:39:00.002+08:00

Sunday's zouk flea&easy was a disaster. Its worst then going clubbing. Like what eve said, its like a 'one way traffic'.
I just can't stand those people who came with their girlfriends and occupy the space that people wants to walk. Just buzz off man! Not looking for stuff, get out of the way.

1st round wasn't really happy with it. Thought of eating, went to prata house but it was close! Near by hawker and makan hokkien mee! Sat for quite sometime and head back in. This time the crowd subside. So much better. Saw Chen Han Wei, Jade Seah selling their stuff. CHW's english is like... er.... heh! Jade Seah's clothes are KNS. Wonder are those her clothes and she's super dao. Gave people the 'see-my-stuff-must-buy' look.

Bought a top and head to Great World. Dinner over at Subway, shopped around and down to borders. Spent time flipping thru mag, beautiful pictures, interior designing houses is a big WOW!
Talked outside of borders till 11plus! Head home and slp!

Last day of march went to repair my darn mp3. While waiting for val, bump into mich! (: She changed so much. Well, her hair was longer. Heh. Walked to samsung, waited for 40 mins, and guess what. My mp3 is not spoilt, it hang! That girl just press a 'reset' button which I don't even know it existed and there, my mp3 can be use again.

40 MINS!! Just a reset button! Wtf. I was freaking hungry while waiting and dumb IMM so big, NO KFC! Val and me had to walk all the way to JE just to eat KFC. [Cause I was craving for chicken.(:]

Just hang around JE, play arcade, library and home. Stomach giving probs.

April's fool. Out to queensway, xingwang @ Anchor pt, Ikea, MS and home.
I tell u guys. Xingwang @ Anchor pt SUCK BIG TIME!!! PLS DO NOT GO THERE AND EAT!!!

Shall not say y it suck! I requested for a new po lo bao cuz its hard like a rock. Go ask phoebe! My god. Freaking pissed!
Shopping at Ikea with phoebe was freaking fun.. [Shhh, that's our secret be. (:]
Hope it will come thru.. Heh! Long centre table in the kitchen. HAHAHA..

Another day just gone like that. Haha. I asked alot of silly questions. Esplanade is getting more and more noisier. Its not like last time, so lomantik! Now? Hai....

(:

2008-03-29T18:16:00.002+08:00

Finally! I've got my ass out of the house! Hate staying home recuperating, not moving/exercise. Feel weak!

Planned, getting pek cek to plan things as everyone's answers are like ANYTHING!
Planned: Angela only can get the car after 10pm, drove us girls around to slack, angela send us home.
Changed of plan: Angela drove me to yishun met up with eve,irene,sharon. Halfway to serangoon[to Ice3] Angela couldn't drive us around due to some prob. [Girl no worries! Its quite sian that u didn't join us. ):]

Had to take henry's car down to serangoon as he's heading that way too. Went into Ice3, order chocolate fondue as sharon craving for, cheese fries, and wedges! (: SINFUL....

Closed at 1am, had no where to go. Talked at the carpark, thinking where should we go nxt, for 1 and a half hr. Next stop, sebawang park. Chatted about ghost shits, secondary school stuff. Man, I miss sec times!

Talked until 4, head home down to yishun. Wait for irene at her hse void deck with by. Cab down with irene to my place. Slept till 9 plus. Irene got to go school, I went back to slp.

Woke up, CSI-ing. Baby Joy pop by with her blur-ness, screaming. Her mummy go home, she doesn't want, keep playing with my weighing machine. Played with her and back to my CSI. How pathetic.

PS: Was out last night, was feeling quite uncomfortable. As my left wound is really killing me. Pain killers is not helping at all! Darn.

the lil rascal who came by and stop me from watching my CSI.

2008-03-28T13:02:00.002+08:00

I'M FUCKING BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD......

Seriously, I'm bored like fark! My daily life it's like --> wake up, on the com, eat my lunch, playing the com again until 5 plus, bro come back, mum come back. Watch tv, sleep. Next day wake up same old thing. HOW PATHETIC!!!!!!!!!!

I'm trying my very best to find something to do at home. I'm getting farking FAT! Getting LAZY! I can't even do simple chores. I can't even pour a FARKING WATER FOR MYSELF!

I can't even dance at home! [Yeah sometimes I do that at home when I'm bored. Laugh whatever u wan.]

Took out one of my L. dressing yesterday. The stitches is like.. 4 or 5 of them. Dr Hong tie like some pig meat! When I took out, its more painful than I thought. The stitches kept poking my arm. Felt uncomfortable. I'm not sure the weather is hot or I'm getting hot! I kept perspiring. Hope is the weather hot, or my brother's room is freaking stuffy!

Anyway, I'm BORED!!!!!! Someone pls come talk to me when u're free? PLS.....

2008-03-27T12:49:00.002+08:00

Hey, geraldine is back. As many people knew that I've admitted to hospital due to removal of sweaty palms. Its called the Bilateral Thoracic Sympathectomy. [Go check it out if u wan to know more.]

What I can say about this surgery, is quite immediate reaction, a permanent thing. But only thing is you have 2 scar right under ur armpit, which now i have. You have to sacrifice not to wear bikini if u don't want any people to know u have a scar right under ur armpit. There's another thing, cutting off the nerve for my sweaty palms, there will be a compensatory sweating. Means, if i can't sweat on my palms, I have to sweat the other way. For wad my doc say, some people will sweat both their back and their chest. But for me, it goes down to my leg. Initially, i wanted this surgery, hopefully it can cure my leg. But it got worst for my leg. One more thing, every surgery u went, there will be a risk. Eg, Pneumothorax. Which I'm suffering now. Its quite uncomfortable. As if I really in need of O2. I've not been sleeping well, due to difficulty breathing. That's one thing u have to sacrifice too. But it will go off soon. Just do more deep breathing.

People will come and ask me whether did i regret doing this. Well, no. Finally i really can feel, and know how dry hands feel like. It feels sooo shiok. hahahaha... Seriously, imagine me holding my v3, soon my phone will get wet. But now, it just slip off my hands, cuz my hands are too smooth.. No sweat! (:

About my leg, my mum and I have been doing survey on how to let my legs dry. Eg. Soak on orange skins... [I really did that.] Now I'm surveying TCM will work?
Botox work, but u need to go back a few times. Like it will take months?
As what they say surgery is the best. Just have to sacrifice. Well, I did. I'm happy. Just not happy about the compensatory sweat that went down to my leg. ):

Anyway, I have been wasting my time at home recuperating. Really wasting my hols. Argh! I'm already thinking of going swimming, bowling, pool, shopping.. Blah blah blah... Anyway, I'm freaking bored at home till I finish up watching Back to the future 1, 2 and 3! Amazing eh? Movie marathon at home myself. How pathetic. (:

Irene is coming over to see me.. Hehe.. I can't eat chicken, seafood... What life..
Most amazing thing, I've gain weight! OMG.. When I'm done recuperating, I'm going on diet. Or maybe now I'm sick, I should go on diet! Good idea! *wink

OK. I'm gone to watch CSI: Miami! I want to finish all 6 seasons.. I believe I can do it!
Horatio! So suave! Whenever he takes down his sunglasses.. *Aww faint!

2008-03-22T15:59:00.002+08:00

Its been 2 weeks since I've last blogged! Heh. Sorry to let u guys waiting.. Been quite bz these few weeks.

As my last blog state about my results. Well, I passed all! *clap clap..
But not very good grades, improved by 1 point something.. ONLY....
I'm happy that I don't have to take any supp, so I can go over to my yr 3 happily.

On the 15th I went to see a doc. For my sweaty palms. Well, I've been complaining to my mum about this prob for YRS!! Finally I can get it cured.. (: Go figure.

Had 3 days 2 nights of class chalet! *Happy happy.. Met up with phoebe over at sengkang. Bus-ed down to pasir ris, shutter bus-ed down to aloha loyang. (:
Chose a room, unpacked my stuff and off to watch tv with the girls. Awaiting for the rest to reach so we can start fire.
Gfs brought bfs. [shall not talk abt this]
Bbq-ed, eat, talk, cam-whore, talk, talk and talk. I made the best chicken wings. (: Hiring me to bbq-ed ur chicken wings? Call me. 1 day 80$ cheap cheap..

Watched movies, marathon. Tired, slept till nxt morning..
Now comes to the most embarrass thing ever! I have a LIL secret since young. Well, this secret was out by one of my friend trying to wake us up!
She saw my secret and ran to the other rooms, told the rest abt my secret! OMG... When I woke up, everyone was laughing at me... Geez!! That's y i hate sleeping in chalets! [Want to know what's my secret? Come ask me.]

Mac's, bbq, movies, arcade, sun tanning on the 2nd day. Arcade, daytona, para para. Crazed..
Night. Bbq, missed my most fav show! [CSI] Due to some incidents! Shall not talk abt it again.
Movies, roti prata for supper, sleeping on the couch. Yeah, got bed don't want to sleep, go sleep on a couch eh.. Pheebs and me were squeezing on the couch. 7am, alarm rang, went room off it, saw bed. *bam! Slept on the bed.

Woke up, packed bag, clear place up, me playing psp, scolding and cursing puzzle bubble. Off to home, stomach upset, stop by coasta sands to clear bowels, cut thru to downtown east. Cab to tamp, bus to woodlands and bus home. Took 2 hrs to reach home. Dead beat, slept again..

20th, HMV, japanese food with my bestest friend, walked to esplanade[as usual], msged sister asking where is he. Surprisingly, he's at MS! Met up with him, play arcade [Daytona] I won him this time. (: He went for movies [Slam] which I told him that it suck.
Me and bestest friend cont playing arcade till our cash used out, home, slept on the bus.

21st, prissy came over [She's invited to SPOP finals!] Like wth!!! Anyway, talked alot! really ALOT! Over to chin ling's place to bbq. I can say 1 word. BORING!!!!
Shall not elaborate more.

22nd, off to blood test, CXR, dine at HK cafe with mummy is always the best. We kept talking abt BCLS. She's sooooooooooooo jealous that I passed my BCLS. She's sooooooo lazy to study...
Home, slept for an hr, joy came over to play. Mum now looking at me blog, rainning sooooo heavily, geraldine can't slp! Darn....
What a boring saturday..

2 more days. I'm really really scared.. Bro came ask me, 'eh u not scared ah.. need me come find u not?' I said 'ah ya, no need la. Just staying a day, only minor thing.' He replied 'ok lor. then go die la. [FYI: he's joking]' Laugh all the way to kitchen get his drink. ......

9am to 9pm visiting hours time, STRICTLY! Like wth.. hai.. I'm soooo going to be bored..

2008-03-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

I'm jealous of people blogging about their fathers, going out with father for dinner this and that..

Argh.... Just ignore me. I just miss my dad!

Result is out in 1 hr.& I have to sleep. Tml morning shift. So yeah.

2008-03-11T22:16:00.005+08:00

Its been quite sometime since i've last blogged about my daily life eh.. (:

Well, nothing special happen thou.. Just attachments blocking my way. Eating habits getting huge, weight's been fluctuating. Don't know what's wrong with me.

Caught Step up 2 on friday, supper over at HK cafe, head down to balcony and something new! Their toilet is UNISEX! Surprised when a guy came into the toilet. I was thinking did he went to the wrong one. *wonder.. Went home in the morning. Tired..

Woke up by 2 calls, von called me to accompany her to cut her hair, but by then i reached that place, she was done. So headed down to town for lunch. HK cafe AGAIN!! (:

Met up with eve, don't know what to do, slack over between taka and wisma with other blangla.... Called practically everyone asking what are they doing, after 1 hr, we settle down at thomson's HK cafe.. AGAIN...... Took bus over, bus crowded, 'alarm clocks' complaining with their accents. [FYI alarm clocks = China people] sometimes u know how irritating their noise could get. Got banged by this damn arrogant biatch. Seriously, damn pissed with her.

Happily ordered our food, talk alot of girl's stuff, sharon accompany after that, soon head home. (:
Have u realised, in 1 day. My 3 meals are HK cafe!!!! Cholestrol rising!!

Sunday went out shopping, same old thing, no mood. Don't know y.. (:

Many things have been running in my head. Been thinking alot, thinking sometimes things really can't get, its just too near yet tooooo far....

Love this phone, too bad its not sold in spore! ):

Sidekick LX! *grin

2008-03-02T20:15:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was INSANE!!!!!! It was FUN, FUN & FUN!!!

Celebrate lincoln's 20th b'day. Meet up angela over at my house bus stop to yishun and met up with val over at north point. Took a bus over to 'Taste of Thai'. Eve reached early, sat at senior citizen corner and have some catch up. *wink wink.

Ate till around 7.30pm, linger around and thinking where should we girls go. As the guys had to be home to get changed to go club. Took a train to town, shopped awhile and bus down to dbl O.

Met up the guys at 9.30pm outside dbl O. We girls are early, so head down to pawto to take a look. (: miss the place! Alot!

Guys came, went in for drinks. Like what pple say abt dbl O, they're the cheapest drinks ever! Anyway, drink, drank and drunk! High, crazy and chaotic. Girls just go hay wire. Me just go gaga.. (:

3am, some of them went home. Brought those drunkards home. The rest went to Liang Court Mac makan. Whilst sharon, angela, me and joel went back in and have another pop! Woo-hoo!

Slack over at ba kut teh till 5 plus, and home sweet home! (:

Let photos says it all! (:

In the car on the way to khatib station.
sitting outside waiting.. waiting... waiting...

This is not photoshop! All of us! (: except sharon..
Waterfall! (:
4 of us!
can see i look drunk? no no, high..
Finally, all of us!
We're just high!
Love em!

Twist

2008-02-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I just can't stand GUYS being super 'zi lian'! My meaning of 'zi lian' is taking a particular part of his face from different kinds of angles!

I AM 'zi lian' also, but not up the extend like every angle of my face. Well, that's ur hobby go ahead. But why have to upload in friendster every 360 degree of ur that particular face!
BTH!! HAHAHA..

Sometimes when I'm really bored and just browse thru friendster, caught guy's photo album. Whenever I view every photo, the photo just shift abit of the angle. Moreover its a GUY! Geez!!

Anyway, been quite bz, tired for this week. Thou is only a week, but I've been exercising. LOL... Back, leg start to ache! Attachment in NUH this week, I'm in surgical ward. Well, what can I say.. Busy, busy and busy! Busy till I had my break super late. Eg, break SUPPOSE to be either 10 to 11[1st break], if not 11 to 12[2nd break]. These few days I've been eating ard like 12 or even 12 plus! 7 to 12 that period, working like a bull!!

Walking up and down in the ward, hardly patient get to see me in my own cubicle. There's this particular pt: 'eh, u like very bz leh! Hardly see u in here. And u're not like other nurses, heck care wan.. [That's a compliment thou..] (:
Talked to CI[Clinical Instructor] about this pt who wants to get my number. By right, we students are not suppose to give. But CI say is depend on us, whether we want to give or not.

For this pt, I'm not going to give him! I mean, he's been asking my other girlfriend for number to! I'm now freaking afraid of him now, till I don't even dare to go to my cubicle! HAHA..
Everytime I go to my cubicle, he will call out to me and say 'eh can give me ur number not. make friend la. Can sms u all that..'

Irritating. Hehe. Tml off to lincoln's b'day celebration at 'Taste of Thai' which is opp Chong pang. Which is I don't know how to go there. Heard after that they going to club.. ...... like again! Money money money. How I wish money can just fly to me.

PS: Sometimes, after knowing that's what u think, I don't wish to be ur friend. (: U're going to be darn bz. Hmm when is the nxt time again?! I kinda miss those laughter times again!

2008-02-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

Finally.. I've done with my album! ENJOY! (:

2008-02-26T10:08:00.002+08:00

Things need to be done.

1. Exercise and drop my weight.
2. Save more money.
3. Bintan trip.
4. Bowling.
5. Swimming and get a bit tanner.
6. Write a list about what is my goal for these few years.
7. Work, work and more work. I want to work 2 jobs! If possible! (:

Work till I siao! hahaha..

Pictures are some uploaded in my friendster's album. Zoo is under NYPals. (:

Maybe I shall put it in the slideshows.

PS: Sometimes keeping feelings in my heart solve everything, rather I get hurt again. So this time, I'm trying to keep it secretly. (:

2008-02-25T22:24:00.003+08:00

23 feb.
A day in zoo brings my whole mood up up UP!
Finally got one of my wishes come true. To the zoo! Intention was to celebrate xinghui's b'day. Had fun! I mean seriously fun! Took loads of picture! Well, only till halfway, we got tired and sat at one of their pavilion. To my surprise, I sat and slept while the girls are talking about some taiwan drama show. (:

After zoo, we headed down to town for dinner! NYDC man! I ate 'mushroom ham'! (: Deli-cious I must say! HAHA..

Ate till around 8pm, saw sister in town, heard him going phuture. So we head down tgt with his friends too. Well, my girl friends waiting for me at the bus stop. I don't know how to go from town, so headed with sister. (:

Paid my tix.. Went our usual place to sit and talk about some 'stuffs'.. Went in, order 2 jugs of whiskey dry. Thanks to cheryl! I got high, excited and 'ta' with cheryl. Me and my dumbness I got a lil out of control. Went to the river to rest, nearly puke. [Well, in the end I vomitted in the toilet! Haha!]

Went home alone, darn early.. Dance once, vomit countless. HAha.. What a weak ass man..
Wasted so much money, and came back early. Regretted super much!

Argh, anyway.. Today my 1st day posting in my old old ward.. WARD 43!! Woohoo!!~~ Its a busy ward. Today is just orientation.. As usual.. A bit slack. Well, busy.. Practically I'm like looking after 3 cubicles! Run here and there..

Tml I will be dead.. I mean really dead! 1: take case. 2: 8 hrs shift of standing/running. 3: Looking after 3 cubicles. I'm the only afternoon while the back 2 cubicles are morning! GREAT HUH?!

My schedule of the week:
Tues: Afternoon shift. 12:30 to 8:30pm!
Wed: Afternoon shift.
Thurs: Morning shift. 7 to 3pm!
Fri: Morning shift.
Sat: Linc's b'day over at 'taste of thai' Pending: clubbing over at zouk [I think]
Sun: Rest day.
Mon: Morning shift.
Tues: Morning shift.
Wed: Morning shift.
Thurs: Afternoon shift.
Fri: Afternoon shift.
Sat, Sun: Don't know. Monday to fri.. Same old shift. But glad that my last day of attachment is MORNING!!!!!!!!

Hai.. I'm gonna be bz.. I really wan to occupy myself thou! (: hahahaha..

Pictures.. Will be uploaded when I'm free..

2008-02-23T01:53:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally OVER!!! *screamssssssssssssss

Right after exams, went to town! Shop for my friend's present. I'm gonna be totally broke I'll tell cha! Ah, shit! Dammit.

Went out with brendan.. Freaking fun time! Never fail to make me laugh.. Talked about loads of things! Jeff Dunham and Achmed vids, his nonsense.. Never fail to make my day better! HAHA..

Brought him to eat CANELE cake! Its one of my fav cake shop. Its heavenly! (: *grin
Ate in house, ambiance in paragon says it all.
Shopped shopped and shopped! I didn't buy anything, but he did! Don't blame me, ur fitness (not fatness) really brings the clothes alive.... (wooooo!!! Don't shy ah! HAHA)

Slack over at cathy, went to Cdans. Sister brendan, u still owe me going to pawto with riku, thai express and alot of things! HAHA...

Tml: Zoo!! NYDC! (:

Heavenly! (:
Best bud!
The Gohs! *smile

2008-02-16T13:38:00.003+08:00

Don't ask me about my paper ytd. I think I'm going to get prepare for my supp paper. Yeah, yeah, scold me whatever u wan for being negative. I'm just too stressed out..

Before paper, adolphus saw me walking to school! Ha! I didn't even notice until he msged me.. While waiting for the girls [I was 1/2 hr early in meeting them]. I stood at the junction stressing out. Holding the book in my hands, wasn't even opening to read as I was seriously stressing out. My hands, legs turned jelly thinking exams are in 1 hr away.

I was super stressed till I could cry out. I'm really serious about this. I practically needed someone there for me at the moment. But there wasn't, sad to say.

Pheebs will have to say 'u're always stressing out during exams..'
Well, I'm always stressing out at the wrong time. This is only med-surg paper. Thinking.. How about my bio?? I bet I will cry while studying. (:

Anyway, after paper, went over to orchard for dinner. Pastamania.. After bloated, we went for a walk all the way esplanade.. Hehe! Like always..

Walked all the way till there its already 930pm. So have to go home, but the road is blocked by chingay.. So I have to sacrifice take a mrt to dhoby. Then I'm home slping.. (:

Bad mood while in the bus, kept thinking about somethings that are really making me worst. I shall not elaborate more.. So yeah! (:

The only photo during angela's performance.
I was bored then.. (:

2008-02-15T02:12:00.002+08:00

What has geraldine been up to?!
Well, exams! Study of cuz! Been stressing out since monday till now!

Today's V day and I'm at home mugging, facing books, elearning. Pple not online, probably out celebrating V day. Mum's out, Bro's out too! Me all alone at home! What a life..

Been thinking, I didn't receive any flowers from a guy b4. Well, except for 1. That's a friend, who gave everyone one stalk. I don't include that. Cuz its not special..

Anyway, now I'm worried about a friend. Who is not him when I talk to him in msn. Well, I don't dare to ask him what's wrong. He didn't msged me the whole day thou. So I shall leave him alone to think.. Or just let him calm down whatever he's thinking. Feeling down? Call me okie sister!?
Remember, don't always keep everything to ur heart. Just let it out! Not to me but to ur friends also can yeah!?

Ya I know u will voice out to them. But still, I'm worried.. Anyway, call me if u need me.

People! I'm having exams now. So pray for me that there isn't any bad things happen to me. So everything, just stay away from me for the time being. (:

I want gd news, not bad!

Pray for me peeps! My exams will be over on 21st feb 11am!!!! U'll hear me screaming outside the hall! HAHA..
Love u all! Miss my friends. Happy V day!