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Monday, February 09, 2009

bottom of my heart.

this was scribbled at 5:07 PM | 0 comments
Walked home, listening to my mp3, thinking of my life with baby. Its been 10 mths and thought 'what I've done to baby. Have I give enough for this r/s?'

For so long, I've not given baby anything. Just made some pathetic cupcakes for him, and realise he don't like sweet stuff. That time was last year b'day.

Ever since, I've not give him anything. Am I doing a good job as a girlfriend? All I know is finding some stuff to fight with him, quarrel with him. I've already lessen my 'thinking-too-much' thoughts.

I didn't give baby gifts, cause I totally don't know what he wants. Cause baby don't tell me what he wants, as he knows I sure buy for him. Is it I don't know him well?

How?! Vday is here, and I got nothing for him. Our 1st year anniversary also coming, he's 21st b'day also coming? OMG. At this time I'm already broke due to that 1 day outing.

Baby, after so long, my love for u is still deep. I love you. <3