Wednesday, May 27, 2009
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Monday, May 25, 2009
Sometimes I wonder, why do girls are bored to be sensitive? Are they all like that, or its just me?
Girl most fear part is losing someone she loves. I have lost 1 in my life and now I didn't want to lose another.
This entry is only for my baby.
Let's talk about me. I've lost someone I love deeply, which is my dad whom dearly loves me alot. Hence thinking, having a boyf could compensate what she has lost. My expectations of a boyf are quite simple. Just love me deeply and truthful.
These past 2 days, I have done something bad. I've made my boyf feels I don't trust him. Firstly I would like to say 'Baby I'm deeply sorry'. I have no idea whether my baby has forgive me.
I have lost trust from the beginning of my r/s, not with him but my first date.
I know I shouldn't treat everyone like that, not trusting them. I know I'm being unfair to my baby.
Baby, I'm deeply sorry about all these troubles. As I've said to you, you haven been pester me to change my attitude but I'm always the one. I've really thought over these that I've been really bad towards you. I don't know how sorry I'm really am.
I try my very best not to be so sensitive. I know u're very truthful to me, I know you wont do anything bad behind my back. I know, just that I don't know y I still keep reacting this way.
There's this sentences saying 'once a rubber band tie too tightly, it may break'. I totally understand. I know you have been tolerating me for long. I know I've been so ignorance and stubborn. But all I could say that I really love u alot. Alot more than I expected.
I know crying in front of you makes u feel so irritated/angry. But sometimes I can't help it.
I didn't know this can affect my emotions at work too. After our quarrel, I wasn't in right mind working. I've made many mistakes that day.(but not up to the extend in killing anyone.. YET.)
Thou sometimes I love bringing up the past which u hated alot. I'm sorry. I believe in you. I support u in any ways. I try my best to make you happy. Do my very best to let you smile. But seems that in the end, it turn out a disaster. All because of my bloody emotion.
I know, I believe you have clearly draw ur line well with ur past. I should think of that before everything starts. I'm just so afraid, unwillingly to lose anyone again. Not anymore. Esp with you. Esp I'm with you, the love grows so deep, that I can't stop it. I really don't know why. I tried to laid back but it seems not to be working.
I know you've change alot. I can see you have been trying your best and I still expect much from you.
I don't want us to be have cold war, don't want us to be further apart from each other after this incident.
All I can say is I'm sorry. I love u very much baby.
Girl most fear part is losing someone she loves. I have lost 1 in my life and now I didn't want to lose another.
This entry is only for my baby.
Let's talk about me. I've lost someone I love deeply, which is my dad whom dearly loves me alot. Hence thinking, having a boyf could compensate what she has lost. My expectations of a boyf are quite simple. Just love me deeply and truthful.
These past 2 days, I have done something bad. I've made my boyf feels I don't trust him. Firstly I would like to say 'Baby I'm deeply sorry'. I have no idea whether my baby has forgive me.
I have lost trust from the beginning of my r/s, not with him but my first date.
I know I shouldn't treat everyone like that, not trusting them. I know I'm being unfair to my baby.
Baby, I'm deeply sorry about all these troubles. As I've said to you, you haven been pester me to change my attitude but I'm always the one. I've really thought over these that I've been really bad towards you. I don't know how sorry I'm really am.
I try my very best not to be so sensitive. I know u're very truthful to me, I know you wont do anything bad behind my back. I know, just that I don't know y I still keep reacting this way.
There's this sentences saying 'once a rubber band tie too tightly, it may break'. I totally understand. I know you have been tolerating me for long. I know I've been so ignorance and stubborn. But all I could say that I really love u alot. Alot more than I expected.
I know crying in front of you makes u feel so irritated/angry. But sometimes I can't help it.
I didn't know this can affect my emotions at work too. After our quarrel, I wasn't in right mind working. I've made many mistakes that day.(but not up to the extend in killing anyone.. YET.)
Thou sometimes I love bringing up the past which u hated alot. I'm sorry. I believe in you. I support u in any ways. I try my best to make you happy. Do my very best to let you smile. But seems that in the end, it turn out a disaster. All because of my bloody emotion.
I know, I believe you have clearly draw ur line well with ur past. I should think of that before everything starts. I'm just so afraid, unwillingly to lose anyone again. Not anymore. Esp with you. Esp I'm with you, the love grows so deep, that I can't stop it. I really don't know why. I tried to laid back but it seems not to be working.
I know you've change alot. I can see you have been trying your best and I still expect much from you.
I don't want us to be have cold war, don't want us to be further apart from each other after this incident.
All I can say is I'm sorry. I love u very much baby.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Sometimes I do really wonder.
1. Why do people think they are always the family of the house but they are not at all?
2. Marriage is your future, parents love ur partner, is there really a need to listen to them and go ahead with the marriage? But you only got tgt for mths only?
3. When u don't like ur partner why still marry?
4. Sometimes this house isn't yours, why do u treat it like u own it? And treat everyone in the house like you subordinate?
5. Doing business, is there really a need to charge the person when he/she is your close one? Y being so stingy?
Isn't it bad that you do all these, and people may don't like you in the end?
Why your attitude so bad? You don't even smile/talk to us when u're at home.
Why do you have to act like you're the owner?
Anyway, lucky your partner is able to tolerate ur attitude. I'm really salute ur partner for being the nice person. Gave u a home, gave u love, a job. Treasure all these, if not i'm not sure what will your future be?
I'm happy that thou sometimes i maybe attention seeker, my baby do sometimes sayang me and tolerate my attitude. But i'm glad that I'm not as bad as someone i mention as above. Well, seriously, why do u have to be so evil? Maybe not that bad, jsut that you take everything beside you for granted.
(: I shall not talk abt this so much as it doesn't affect me that much. Not my business either.
Well let's talk about work. Today finally i got to work with my preceptor. (: Sunday afternoon is always the best. I loved it! hehe..
New MOs, not bad. Only some damn slow, but its okie cuz new.. (:
Lucky my favourite MO jerwin didn't go. HEHEH..
HEH. jasmine send me back after work. HEH... Lucky. If not i will be damn tired. Her car damn cute!! Too many "nightmare before xmas' dolls. hahaha..
I shall update soon. Baby's 21st coming up this thurs! hehe.. Love my darling!! Much much..
1. Why do people think they are always the family of the house but they are not at all?
2. Marriage is your future, parents love ur partner, is there really a need to listen to them and go ahead with the marriage? But you only got tgt for mths only?
3. When u don't like ur partner why still marry?
4. Sometimes this house isn't yours, why do u treat it like u own it? And treat everyone in the house like you subordinate?
5. Doing business, is there really a need to charge the person when he/she is your close one? Y being so stingy?
Isn't it bad that you do all these, and people may don't like you in the end?
Why your attitude so bad? You don't even smile/talk to us when u're at home.
Why do you have to act like you're the owner?
Anyway, lucky your partner is able to tolerate ur attitude. I'm really salute ur partner for being the nice person. Gave u a home, gave u love, a job. Treasure all these, if not i'm not sure what will your future be?
I'm happy that thou sometimes i maybe attention seeker, my baby do sometimes sayang me and tolerate my attitude. But i'm glad that I'm not as bad as someone i mention as above. Well, seriously, why do u have to be so evil? Maybe not that bad, jsut that you take everything beside you for granted.
(: I shall not talk abt this so much as it doesn't affect me that much. Not my business either.
Well let's talk about work. Today finally i got to work with my preceptor. (: Sunday afternoon is always the best. I loved it! hehe..
New MOs, not bad. Only some damn slow, but its okie cuz new.. (:
Lucky my favourite MO jerwin didn't go. HEHEH..
HEH. jasmine send me back after work. HEH... Lucky. If not i will be damn tired. Her car damn cute!! Too many "nightmare before xmas' dolls. hahaha..
I shall update soon. Baby's 21st coming up this thurs! hehe.. Love my darling!! Much much..
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Many things happen these 1 mth. HAHA.. Not even have the time to blog about it. Let's start from the beginning..
15th apr. Went gaga with my bitches over at dbl o! Had so much drinks and had so much fun. Finally we got united after so long. - well i mean clubbing. HEHE..
Went home with cher and had to think of working the nxt day. Damn sian.. (: Lucky I didn't had much of a hang over.. heh..
18th apr is the day! Finally this day come.. Like finally! I've waited 1 year for this. Guess what so special about this date? Yup! Is me and baby's 1 year anniversary. Well, we didn't had the time to celebrate. Packed home cereal prawns and eat at home tgt. Heh. But well, baby went fishing with his friend in the night and I slept early. For wad I can say, we didn't really celebrate much. (:
Work has been taking most of my time. Didn't went out that often. On the 25th, our pay like finally come and i plan to spend it wisely. Well, planning to, but u know, water just can't stop running.
Had my weekend off and spend my days with baby.
on the 25th it self, we went prawning together! hehe.. Like 1st time tgt. Went in the middle of the night, prawn for 3 hours, went home and sleep till afternoon! Shiokness..
As everyone may have heard the latest news about swine flu. For my hospital initially was yellow light. But today, it turn orange!
Let me tell u the colour difference.
Green: Singapore is safe from this disease, No suspected case.
Yellow: Had a few suspected cases hence prevent the thing from spreading.
Orange: Quite a number of pple got the disases and its spreading to different part of the place.
Red: Many more people get affected and needs to be very careful.
Black: Well we all pray it wont be this as black represents, 'end of the world' Meaning everywhere in this world is caught by this diseases.
Scary right. I was shocked when I saw long queue over at the main building, queueing up to go into the hospital. Taking temp, asking hx.
Just pray hard no one gets it or we will suffer. ):
So pls do take care.
15th apr. Went gaga with my bitches over at dbl o! Had so much drinks and had so much fun. Finally we got united after so long. - well i mean clubbing. HEHE..
Went home with cher and had to think of working the nxt day. Damn sian.. (: Lucky I didn't had much of a hang over.. heh..
18th apr is the day! Finally this day come.. Like finally! I've waited 1 year for this. Guess what so special about this date? Yup! Is me and baby's 1 year anniversary. Well, we didn't had the time to celebrate. Packed home cereal prawns and eat at home tgt. Heh. But well, baby went fishing with his friend in the night and I slept early. For wad I can say, we didn't really celebrate much. (:
Work has been taking most of my time. Didn't went out that often. On the 25th, our pay like finally come and i plan to spend it wisely. Well, planning to, but u know, water just can't stop running.
Had my weekend off and spend my days with baby.
on the 25th it self, we went prawning together! hehe.. Like 1st time tgt. Went in the middle of the night, prawn for 3 hours, went home and sleep till afternoon! Shiokness..
As everyone may have heard the latest news about swine flu. For my hospital initially was yellow light. But today, it turn orange!
Let me tell u the colour difference.
Green: Singapore is safe from this disease, No suspected case.
Yellow: Had a few suspected cases hence prevent the thing from spreading.
Orange: Quite a number of pple got the disases and its spreading to different part of the place.
Red: Many more people get affected and needs to be very careful.
Black: Well we all pray it wont be this as black represents, 'end of the world' Meaning everywhere in this world is caught by this diseases.
Scary right. I was shocked when I saw long queue over at the main building, queueing up to go into the hospital. Taking temp, asking hx.
Just pray hard no one gets it or we will suffer. ):
So pls do take care.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
I have no idea what to blog about. My mum is filled with things to blog. But where should I start?
Owells, maybe I shall start with my orientation in NUH.
For the 1st day of the orientation, they wanted us to dress causal smarts with no jeans/shorts/slippers. Casual smart no jeans? I had to wear pants and my darn heels. Moreover, that day we need to play a game that requires us to walk the whole hospital to find answers + my heels walking.
2nd day we decided to wear dress, and finally I could wear flats. (:
oh, they serve us with tea breaks. Everytime we just look forward to the tea breaks! (: But when the time goes by, the tea breaks getting worst. Anyway, its free. What to expect. HEh..
Thurs was the last day of the orientation. All 5 of us went to IMM as my dear shu ping need to find her champagne cups for her 21st. Huimin's bf joined us too. Had lots of fun with shu ping due to candies. (:
Oh and i saw this vid in the bus. Its very meaningfun. I love the part when she say ' In the end, is these small things you rmb, lil imperfections, that made them perfect for you. '
Aww, isn't this meaningful?
I'm going to miss Shuping! (: hehehe.. I know weekend we off we go out right! hahaha...
Anyway, I have some things that keep in my heart for quite sometime that i can't take it any longer. No worries is not about my boy.
I shall see when the right time comes and I'll say out. (:
Next monday I'm officially working in EMD. I'm still feeling stressed out that I can't sleep at ease.
Pictures are up in FB, can take a look. The 5 of us got closer during this orientation. Huimin, me, shu ping, karen and xinrong!
We got our own lockers, like finally, and all of us went to buy stuffs needed in the locker. Seriously alot of things. From cups, chopsticks all the way to food! Can u see how scary we are! LOL..
Talking about locker! My locker is worst! The bottom and is the nearest to the door. People walk pass I have to let them go. yes meaning I'm blocking them to their locker!
Owells, maybe I shall start with my orientation in NUH.
For the 1st day of the orientation, they wanted us to dress causal smarts with no jeans/shorts/slippers. Casual smart no jeans? I had to wear pants and my darn heels. Moreover, that day we need to play a game that requires us to walk the whole hospital to find answers + my heels walking.
2nd day we decided to wear dress, and finally I could wear flats. (:
oh, they serve us with tea breaks. Everytime we just look forward to the tea breaks! (: But when the time goes by, the tea breaks getting worst. Anyway, its free. What to expect. HEh..
Thurs was the last day of the orientation. All 5 of us went to IMM as my dear shu ping need to find her champagne cups for her 21st. Huimin's bf joined us too. Had lots of fun with shu ping due to candies. (:
Oh and i saw this vid in the bus. Its very meaningfun. I love the part when she say ' In the end, is these small things you rmb, lil imperfections, that made them perfect for you. '
Aww, isn't this meaningful?
I'm going to miss Shuping! (: hehehe.. I know weekend we off we go out right! hahaha...
Anyway, I have some things that keep in my heart for quite sometime that i can't take it any longer. No worries is not about my boy.
I shall see when the right time comes and I'll say out. (:
Next monday I'm officially working in EMD. I'm still feeling stressed out that I can't sleep at ease.
Pictures are up in FB, can take a look. The 5 of us got closer during this orientation. Huimin, me, shu ping, karen and xinrong!
We got our own lockers, like finally, and all of us went to buy stuffs needed in the locker. Seriously alot of things. From cups, chopsticks all the way to food! Can u see how scary we are! LOL..
Talking about locker! My locker is worst! The bottom and is the nearest to the door. People walk pass I have to let them go. yes meaning I'm blocking them to their locker!
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
yellow peeps! Awww.. I'm going to miss my holidays, BADLY! I've been spending my time quite well, i guess. (: HAHA..
Owells, had ladies night on the 25th! All 6 of us! (: I'm just happy we had fun! Crazily rocking the dance floor!
scandalous. =X
Went over to baby's place last night.
its been quite sometime we had a serious talk. I missed him, just that he's too busy. work and farm, fish and work. He's too busy to realize what is wrong. But no worries, we're fine.
Just that things he's not looking out, he's not taking notice of, he's not knowing where is wrong.
Like i say, 3 words, care and concern. (:
i miss u baby, not physically but you. your inner you.
i love u very much still..
edit..
HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!
I got fooled by baby. well nice one. (:
Good timing thou. I thought it was what I've said that lead u to say that. Nice.. You got me. !!
Owells, had ladies night on the 25th! All 6 of us! (: I'm just happy we had fun! Crazily rocking the dance floor!
scandalous. =X
Went over to baby's place last night.
its been quite sometime we had a serious talk. I missed him, just that he's too busy. work and farm, fish and work. He's too busy to realize what is wrong. But no worries, we're fine.
Just that things he's not looking out, he's not taking notice of, he's not knowing where is wrong.
Like i say, 3 words, care and concern. (:
i miss u baby, not physically but you. your inner you.
i love u very much still..
HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!
I got fooled by baby. well nice one. (:
Good timing thou. I thought it was what I've said that lead u to say that. Nice.. You got me. !!
Saturday, March 21, 2009
100種生活 - 盧廣仲
(: enjoy this song. Intro by baby. The more I listen to it, i feel very ease.. Listen to the gentle of the song, the guitar. Song is perfect for my life now.
Oh well, just came back from supper with karen and his bro. Freaking last min and let her younger bro laugh at both my specs and my hair. HAHA..
Spending 3 days at home watching taiwan series. 1stly is intro by henry's sister, watched 'Ming zhong zhu ding'. HAHA.. I know I'm damn slow! LOL..
Nice show, cried like mad.. Everyday watched till 4am. In 1 1/2 days finished 24 episodes. The next 1 1/2 days I watched 'Wu di shan bao mei'. Well, I tot both series is connected, but its only the 1st episodes. Nice show.. I cried like mad too, but not as nice as ming zhong zhu ding. HEH..
Everyday sit on the chair till my butt flat. HAHA..
Oh! After watching wudi shan bao mei, the female lead is very pretty! Her name is Amber Guo! Visited her blog, realise her photography very good. Love photography!!
Talking about photography, I'm left with last lesson. Hopefully after, I can have my own DSLR. HOPEFULLY la! HAHA.. Not cheap..
Owells, counting down to 6 apr to become SN geraldine. Hai, do you think I can make it? I'll do my very best! Cheers!
